geez. i'm soooo gonna grab my laser rifle and shoot this guy. if i had one anyway. how can he gives us pretty coloured balloons, then after 4 months suddenly grab a needle and burst them without warning us?

no.1 - we coulda wanted to play with the balloon.
no.2 - imagine the sudden bursting sound. wont little kids get scared?
no.3 - we coulda wanted to show off the balloon to the younger kids.

geez. this is evil.

btw, i did fricken great in my recents tests. geog - 9.5/25. chem = 34/40. now dont come telling me 34 = v. high. 3 got full marks and even more got 39, so whatcha think. i think i'm screwed this term.

now i gotta work even harder.. no balloon means that i cant join the "balloon only" 16 y.o. party. geez. plus i just lost 3 months of playtime. i sooooo wanted to do something more meaningful with it rather than go to sch.

i'm officially a pendulum. i'm swinging back and forth, and anyone that gets in my way is either dead or really resilient.

btw, tmr's april fools'. i dont appreciate practical jokes, thank you.



like i said, none of you know me.

xoxo;
6:49 pm

geez. blogger had this weird probbly all the way til now.. so not much i can say, huh. dad's pestering me to sleep _now_. geez... and for the previous 3 days i had slept after 12. ruined my streak xP and contrary to local (ie, me) belief, i'm not in the mood to kill ppl today xP

BYE!

xoxo;
10:50 pm

to all of you out there that usually say "i dunno what to blog today.." i officially understand how you feel. today's been soooo average that i've got nuthin to write abt. umm..

well, today's chem prac was oxygen spa prac xD the first four tests all involved high output oxygen effervescences. but it was soo nice and cold outside, and we had no problem with lack of oxygen, it was too.. tiring. as in.. sleepying tiring. there was this experiment with a catalyst.. uber kewl. a quarter of my liquid literally disappeared into thin air xP and whoever knew that high conc oxygen burns with a pop too? o.o;

off late been feeling like a pendulum.. mood changes from one end to another in a short while xD. this means that.. tmr i'll be in the mood to kill anyone. yeeeeah. anyone *eyelids twitching* OMG! BLOOD'S SPURTING OUTTA MAH EYE!

nah. i'm just bored =P

erm.. what to say.. what to say.. ah yes, perfect ending line.

ai otsuka rox! =D

xoxo;
4:27 pm

i gots lotsa things to say.. but i dont wanna say them.

i'd say it was fear. fear? i dunno.

maybe i'm paranoid. maybe i'm wrong.

maybe i should say it.

i have secrets to divulge.

not yours, mine.

but to who?

maybe now is not the time..

but if not now, when?

opportunityisnowhere?

i really dunno.

is the time ripe or not..?

9:07pm - it is almost completed.

00.05am - technically not part of 26/3, but what the heck. my life is fuuuull of things to do. one thing solved, another arises. reminds me of "the software world is terrible. solve one bug and another arises."

now all i wanna do is to jump. feel the air in my head, just float around in the air for an hour or two, then land feeling refreshed and all. too bad for the fact that if i did that i'd prolly become mashed tomato.

xoxo;
4:43 pm

today's not bad.

easter church service rocked more than usual services. this one i actually enjoyed xD but there was no play like teh last few years >< neway, today's service was more matter-of-fact, and i prefer it like that. it was like, evidence that jesus died, evidence that jesus rose.. and stuff like that. better than just preaching, huh.

then went to ps, for the third day in a row. this time i went with my parents, coz they wanted to look at furniture. t'was really crowded in ps, but in the arcade wasn't that bad. drummed baaaaad o.o; but i guitar'd okay xP and my parents actually watched me o.o; they said i rocked on the drums. but i didn't really feel that way ^^;

then it rained!!! yaaaay! rain = rocks. i looooove rainy days. sunny = bad. rainy = good! =D

problem was.. i had a tennis game at 5.. o well. i still played on the wet court from 6 to 8.20 xP i'm mad.

that's all. didn't do much today.


anon. - my grandad was looking high and low for his spectacles, but i was busy on a school project and didn't help him. after about ten minutes of searching, he came over and asked me to help. i looked up, and lo and behold. his glasses were perched on his forehead.

anon. - never overlook the obvious.

xoxo;
8:45 pm

7.09pm update: whoa.. this is important enough to be on top xD THANKS MICH! for this great skin xD luvvit. yeah, it rawx. u rawk! xD any comments? like, any other stuff i'm missing or need? tag!! whee!! thx =D
back to your regularly scheduled programme.
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remember i said i'd do smth by myself today? it was a ride on 162. only an hour long, but it sufficed.

been pondering on the bus. lotsa things.

why is it that when you like someone, so many things are hard to do with that person? first off, when you like someone you'd place a third party between the two of you. literally and metaphorically. why? nervousness? shyness? i dont understand. it happen'd today. it happened lotsa times in the past... but i could never understand why. then why is it so hard to talk to the person? i.. just dont get it.

the world is full of contradictions. this question has been pondered by many, and i gave it a try myself. why is it so hard to do the right thing when you know its the thing that will benefit the most people? then when it comes do doing the wrong thing, snap, and its done. its too simple. its too complex. maybe maybe not. if you were to have a friends secret... and another friend wanted to know it. what would you do? keep the secret for your friend, or tell the other friend the secret which will prolly benefit all three parties? then you'd come to the issue of morality. you didn't keep your word to the first party. contradictions. i once said "the world is so perfectly contrived that it seems to be making sport of you." i think i've substantiated almost enough.

then after that the main thing on my mind was.. what the hell am i doing? i just dont understand. really. what am i doing...

what would you do if... knowing you're the wedge in a notch on a sheet of wood, would you drive yourself further in or pull yourself away immediately? what if it wasn't a piece of wood? what if it was two magnets with like poles facing?

thinking philosophically is torturous. for me its like a drug addiction. once i start, my world turns black and silent. all i see is what i wanna see, all i hear is what i say, and it keeps resonating in my brain... and the only way to stop is when external issues stop you.

i walked home in the rain. just as i set foot out of the busstop, amae no naka no merodii played. irony. god sent me an angel too. the angel showed me the way through the puddles without getting too wet, and lives in the same block as i do. thanks.

just think. it helps a lot.




Taboo - `z e n y x i o n .]]

my true feelings, i cant say.
i hide them, not letting anyone in
but the light always penetrates the darkest orifices
what i really want is for you to know..

my thoughts, i cant say.
they might be unrealistic, people might laugh
but edison was laughed at for his attempts at the lightbulb
i want someone to understand them.

i like you, but i cant say.
i'm worried of what the future holds.
darkness stretches its vile arms.
it obscures my confidence, my vision.

many other things, i cant say.
i dont know the world would react.
you dont know if an object would float or sink until you release it
but what it it sinks?

xoxo;
4:44 pm

its been a great day.. with a bad start xP

i was awoken by an sms frm my chinese tutor. here goes. "is your tuition starting at 9am today?" time:9.30am. omg. screwed xD k lar. so i rearrange til 5 in the evening. whoa.. scary xD lucky she didn't get that angry ^^;

then went out with brudda xuhau to play zonex. i passed Scenario - BeForU Next difficulty: 79 @@!!!! wheee!! i'm 4/5 of the way to passing the least 100 sec difficulty 99 =P then had lunch.. went hmv buy ai otsuka's love punch. whoa.. it's definitely as kewl as love jam even tho its its predecessor xD

go ai! u rawk xP

then gonna late to meet choon boon at bowlin alley liao.. go to taxi stand take a cab there. the cab driver rawked xD he was at least close to 70 la, but on expressway he drive at 120 km/h. KEWLIO! xD budden when the bill came out..

"eleven sixty please."

omg. i felt cheated. orchard to yishun.. 12 bucks? cant be. T.T

place was fully booked for a bowlin tournament, so we put our names on the waitin list and play pool. couldn't play today T.T lost to xh and cb. double T.T then went to bowl. score: 65. i'm badly screwed today. after that dun wanna bowl liao. geez. then went for tuition.

dunno why, even tho today so fun i come home liao feel depressed o.o; i think i'll go do smth alone tmr.. outside the house. just to think.. something's very wrong. usually after passing a song of higher level on DM i'd be happy... weird.



Are you hiding something from me?

Lots of things. None of you know everything about me. That I know.

I hide my feelings in chests. many chests. then i lock them. i scatter the keys to the world. and some people just happen to have the keys to one, or a few of them.


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xoxo;
8:32 pm

today's been an officially weird day. lets begin frm the beginning. begin from the beginning. whoa.

first of all. goh hock meng's lesson 4-2 wasn't there. so it was like, 10 of us in a classroom doing our stuff. -chinese- stuff. even tho it was like, all work and no play, it was prolly the best chinese lesson of my life. no 4-2 around to distract xD

then came recess. we had a maths test later, and i studied the wrong chapter. so i stay in class study geometrical transformations plus. not to mention my mp3 batt died on me.. so no music -.-; maths teacher sae she wont be here today, so she'll leave the maths test with teh relief teacher. piangzzz..

then came maths lesson. just so you know, my class stays an extra period of curriculum time on thurs and tues. and guess what. this extra period, if teacher is not here they wun send relief. so we can go home larh. then last period that time shaun heng.. that's not me k? shaun heng announce MATHS TEST CANCELLED! double piang. study over recess, then test cancelled. plus ppl can go home at 1.40 i gotta stay until 5. that was a ominous event in disguise -.-;

then stupid science quiz thingy again. that guy DOESN'T DESERVE to be our quiz team teacher. gawd. i spent 2 hrs talking cock.

then later, at 8 play tennis. was havin fun, until bao zhu po ruined the whole thing. the WHOLE thing. we had the court until 10. by 9 i no mood play liao. sianz.

-gaze at the stars. they will relieve your stress, send you guidance and advice. trust them.-

xoxo;
9:46 pm

today was a day of... lotsa different stuffs. lesee.

in sch.. first period = 2.4km. actually i had a choice la, coz came in b4 13 mins the last time. could play bball or run. then there was a group of abt 15 of us. then suddenly 9 ppl chose to run rather than play bball xD so i joined them. timing: 12.12. man.. that sarked. missed a C by 2 secs. but improved la. last time was 12.30 or smth. next week gotta get lower than 12..

then goh hock meng dam funny. he giv us this sentence forming worksheet for chinese, and ask us to finish the first 2 pages by today. dun finish then stay back and do. then after his period, he ask us leave the class first.
*btw, i take express CL with 4-2. i'm in 4-8.
so he ask us in 4-8 leave class first. then he tell us we can pass up the worksheet tmr.. juz dun tell e 4-2 ppl roflmao.. dunno if i put the blog here will got any 4-2 ppl read or not =x

then in e afternoon went to study at macs at j8. and this time study is not italicised xD really studied until back pain la. was more successful than that time at thomson kfc. congrats us! but i couldn't finish cl nor maths. so tmr not gonna hand in maths =P i'll just get chi done by tonite then hand in tmr.

that's all, folks!

xoxo;
7:29 pm

i'm in trubble~~!! its a hardware issue. (pls refer to previous post) dunno if its the wire, or teh lan point. if its the wire then ooookay. i just hafta get a new wire. settled. but if its the lan point then we'll needta get the electrician in to check.. mite take a while. neway i have an alternative connection so no prob =D

on to todays events. waste of time. bored. tired. these words describe the situation of today. no lessons, but then again, i'd rather have lessons. went to STU for some stupid motivation talk by lee hak boon. a bit interesting, but very boring. since i slept at 1.30 ytd trying to solve my internet prob.. today in the auditorium gonna die. but cant sleep coz sitting near teachers -_-" bored.

quote of the day: "The cows make a difference!!" - Lee Hak Boon

xoxo;
7:37 pm

blogging early today, as it mite be my only chance. usin my bro's comp while hes at cca. my comp's internet like.. gt smth wrong. it flicks on and off by itself. at first it was on for an hour, then off for a few mins. then ytd evening it was off for an hour, on for a few minutes. and gawd. then today its like.. perpetually off. and it's only to my comp. the other comps on my network are alrite. *sigh*so now i'm reformatting and stuff.. gonna reinstall windows to try. hopefully its just a corrupted data file and not some hardware prob.. hopefully this will be done by tonite.. else it mite take days.. even weeks.

wish me luck!

P.S. i wun be on msn, so anyth up sms me.

xoxo;
4:46 pm

today's not an ordinary sunday. its a REALLY boring sunday. didn't even go to church. geez. then stay at home do my eng hw. that leaves me with.. bio, chinese and maths undone. i love my attitude problems =P

The stars - `z e n y x i o n. ]]

Gazing at the stars
darkness, spots of light.
Devoid of feeling, emotion.
Paradise.

Gazing at the stars,
simplicity, carefree, peace.
Devoid of complexity, turmoil.
Paradise.

Gazing at the stars,
company, friends all around.
Devoid of loneliness, solitude.
Paradise.

Gazing at the stars,
darkness overwhelms but two.
Deux, shining in darkness as one.
Paradise.

Gazing at the stars,
i dream of you.
Dyad. Crossing time. Crossing space.
... Ignis fatuus.

Gazing at the stars,
i fall asleep.
Two moons, illuminating my bed.
Tell me what to do, where to go.

... Paradise.

------------------------------------------------

yep, i'm an escapist. this is my fantasy world.

xoxo;
5:08 pm

typical boring saturday, except its not that bad.

this morning watched a show called unfabulous on nickelodeon. there was this song on it.. dunno why, but i kinda liked it.

"You will never love me..
Looks like i cant forgive,
That you will never love me,
For as long as i will live"

dunno why, but i liked it.

chatted the whole afternoon away. yeah boy, i'm really talking whole afternoon here o.o; 4 hrs. longest ever. was fun.. never chatted like this before.

btw.. got a few announcements to make =D

1. HAPPY BDAE JOSH!!! new hp eh? lucky u.. haha. i worked for my current hp.. so count urself lucky xP just one more year.. endure! then u can go watch nc 16 wif me =P oh boy. still another 7 mths for me.. *cant wait*
2. congrats to mich for reaching her leet'th blog visit!

take a look xD


kewlio, huh xD

today.. kinda nice, kinda borin. yup. hopefully tmr.. last day of my hol wont be that borin. i'll prolly spend some time tmr doing hw tho.. geez. tomorrow shall be a better day ><

xoxo;
6:56 pm

blogging early today. dont think anyth significant will happen again soon. today was just plain boring. usually i try to live by the motto "tomorrow will be a better day" but tomorrow never comes. its always today. and usually today is a very boring day xD but if everyday were fun the life would be boring. still remember once i went bowling.. played 4 games. scores were like.. 171, 58, 125, 89. so i said smth like "after every good game comes a bad one, and after every bad one comes a good one" hope it comes true.. means tomorrow will be a better day. roflmao.

today - dad just came back frm shanghai after a business trip there.. since monday. wanted to go airport to fetch him at 5am, but he offered a fren a ride back, i mean, it was so late la, so car no space for us. *pif* then afternoon went swensens lunch with him. YUM! then went for tuition. BOOOOrin.

that's all, folks! but then again.. its too short. xD

still rmb yesterday we were sittin around that table talking.. josh.. ssk.. mich.. me. was really fun. never knew sittin around and talking crap could be that enjoyable xD (too bad jan wasn't there xP) then we hit on the topic of how the gang of us 5 formed. it was like, so short. whitley investiture was.. when? until now and the 5 of us are pretty good frens liao.

ssk was like, lucky jason didn't comply to his request to accompany him to the whitley investiture. then ssk came over and asked me. and i had a damn bad sorethroat at that time.. i like, lost my voice la. so i would be hard-pressed to explain to ssk why i didn't wanna go.. u know ssk. he'd persuade for a while more before giving up. plus it mite be my only chance to go for an investiture, so i was like, why not. then also lucky jason didn't go coz.. then ssk wouldn't getta know josh. btw, josh is my neighbour. then we wouldn't be walking in a group of 4. u know. big grp like that will attract attention la. then josh got the attention of putri. who got the attention of another huuuuge gang of fangirls. roflmao.. then we got mich and jan's attention. later, they sorta got us to sit down and talk under that.. pavilion thingy. talk for 2 hrs, then we decided why not go out one day... and so we were formed!

mich's side of teh story - she wasn't supposed to be the guide in charge of cat high for the sch tour.. but her fren asked her to take over our sch. for details look for mich *points* then she also said later she asked jan, teh vp to get us to sit and talk. we actually talked until we were the last schs to leave xD so it was also definitely thanks to them that we formed.

also thanks to josh, who went for the thingy as well, and for not daoing me. its like he ever daoed me before, but he coulda. nah. he's too nice to dao anyone xD

i like this gang.. can talk to them lots. like for example.. i dun really feel that comfortable with 2703. sorry guys, but its the truth ^^; man. it's like.. it was all prepared. nah. i dont believe in that stuff. but maybe.. whatever it is, it was a kewl thing to happen. byproduct or not, its great xD

8.37 update - things really happen when u least expect it. today went down to play tennis with my brudda. at ard 7.20 kangli, this guy in his last months of ns showed up to go to the gym, but he came down with a new tennis racket and balls. apparently he was looking out for a spare court to try uot his latest racket. so he's a good friend of my parents', so they invited him in to play with me. the whole condo knows him as one of the bester players around these parts, so i was a bit hesitant to play a mtach with him la.. so rallied for 15 mins. later felt bored, so attempted a game with him. omg. seems like i play at my fullest potential when playing with someone much better than i am. i really whacked all the balls.. in. kewl, huh. still lost to him 6-4 tho. but i'm really feelin good now xD btw.. my topspin serve's been killin my right upper arm - shoulder. now i cant serve a flat serve, and hard topspin serves sting like.. whoa. its like, whoa. roflmao. man. dunno what happened to me after that match with alvin that causererded this.. o.o;

xoxo;
3:41 pm

today was great. exact opposite of ytd xD

in teh morn go thomson plaza kfc meet mich, jan, ssk. josh came wif me in meh mum's car. then reach there at abt.... *thinks* 9.55? actually if my mum nv fetch we'll be late la xD then we wait. and wait. and wait... and wa...it... then call jan. eh.. she maybe not coming. drat. so only us 4 la. then mich sms. sae she mite be late. then ssk say 10.30 he just finish training. wanna imagine my face? xD so mich arrives at 10.20, ssk at 10.45 and jan at abt.. dunno. later than ssk xD but felt bad la.. like, sit at the kfc chair there so long nv buy anyting until lunch. really felt funny. lucky the kfc ppl not giving me teh googly eye or else i zao liao xD then study there. for one hour. finish teh sngs physics paper sect A and B. OMG i pity those sngs peeps.. their phy paper so hard.. i look at the mcq wanna die liao. then see their section C dun wanna do already xD after tat go yamaha. omg. their electronic drumkit $2520. i'm gonna die.

then jan sae she gtg. then we zao la. on the way back.. that ssk very pro. he talk abt that doraemon joke.. smth abt "shen1 chu1 yuan2 shou3" then he ask josh.. u know what is that? josh say no. then he act "walao.." put his hand on his forehead, then split. omg. next to the main road la. all of us couldn't stop luffing. then he did it again. roflmao. man, u rawk. skin so thick even gamma rays wouldn't pass. sometimes stuff like that is good. note - sometimes.

teh other 3 come my place study. err.. not study. play =D play table tennis. in long sleeve and jeans. and belt and a pair of non-sport shoes. good luck to me. i was dying. did i mention i told ssk how to hold teh bat and stuff lidat? i still kept my touch =X after playing a while decide to stop. ssk "begging" us let him perform xP so we let him la. see what guuuuuuud frenz we are? roflmao then josh zaoded. i was dying. it was hot. xD so after josh zaoded.. me ssk and mich just sit there talk. until 4:30 i say i gtg liao. then i leave them there. dunno what they do until 5.30.. l8r they break tings and then i get blamderded for it la. omg. okay, forget that xD cant believe ssk want me wait for his dad to come then i go. by that time i tink julian and feng walkover liao.

after that.. omg. my tennis match. doubles tis time. my partner - tommy lim. he's kewl. can really run lyk nobody's business. and flying backhands too xD but we lost o.o; 6-1 7-5. but we fought. that's what matters.

then we go watch my brother's match. omg.. his opponent was a biatch. my brudder tell me dun put his name here. he's too nice for his own good. me and my mum sit there la. then he or mervin hit a nice shot we clap. nv even whistle ok. just clap. not even loudly. after two or three times he take one ball, whack it at teh fence and scream "can u all dun be so noisy?!" omg. bitch. slut. loser. whore. whatever. worse is that he dun wanna go pick the ball later la. so mervin serve with one ball. asshole man, that angmoh. later my brother la, so nice guy, go pick teh ball give them back. BITCH okay, that guy. i had a mind to go over and "slap his boobs" *quote jonathan lau* later, he even worse. he hit one ball out of the fence. btw, the fence is waist level la, so can just jump over it. so he hit the ball outta the fence. it was on his side. my brother serving, and he only had one ball. the other ball in the drain. so u know what he do? he nice guy again. go take the ball and continue play. omg man. if it were me i'd take that ball, serve it in his face and LAUGH. then the best thing ever happened. omg. i'm still smiling when i type this. his partner hit a nice floater just over the net. my brother ran over, take his time and aim.. then WHAM! whack the rock-hard ball STRAIGHT into his cocky qian da face. OMG MAN! but i act gracious la, u know, cat high vision. i go over check. omg man. that was lovely. lets see a replay!!! omg. my mum was also rejoicing xD jared!! WELL DONE! u haft done meh prouuuudddd!! but wasted. only hit the cheek. that guy damn pro. he act and sit down for at least 5 mins. injury time only 3 mins la, so make me even more buay song. he ar.. buay tahan. then my brother and mervin got soft. omg. leading 6-5 and their opponent just got slapped by a rock-hard tennis ball. then they go all mellow and stuff. win liao la, the guy that was serving cant serve hard. it was the best time to strike lor. then they gave them 4 pts straight.. play until tiebreak. tiebreak score - 9-7. *swt* it coulda gone either way la, maybe its just god's way of saying that there will be another time that they will get into teh semis. just not this time. well, they played well anyway. very proud of meh brother. he play well, gracious loser plus accidentally killed his opponent too. lol. i love ya xD

play of the day - MY BROTHER KILLED HIS OPPONENT!! WHEEEEEEE!!! that really rawked. cant stop thinking of it. still remember that nickelodeon show.. cant remember what name. they said smth like "dont do anything, and something bad will naturally come to these bad guys." well, it came true. man.. i loved it. cant stop reiterating the fact that i loved it. THAT RAWKZ0RED!!!!

MVP - naturally would be my brudda la xD



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Beware of the Diamond Dust!


What Final Fantasy summon are you?
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You're Quistis! Intelgent, Admired, Funny. You tend
to get sad or depressed easily; just remember
the things you have and are thankful for. Don't
be bummed! You think things out and try you're
best not to jump into things, but you also know
how to have fun! Yay, you!


~*~ Final Fantasy 8 Personality Test ~*~
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Yuna


Which Final Fantasy X-2 character are you?
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xoxo;
10:15 pm

today was thy typical sianzation day at hm.. plus morning go sch summore. sianz. lets get a recount of this..

WALAO! i reach sch 2 mins late then whole auditorium look at me lyk i was late for o lvls lidat. dunno what's up la. today danny also very early. still rmb last yr his lecture after e fyp he also late 20 mins la, so really din't expect. still gort what.. errr.. very sian can liao. wanna slp also cannot. sitting next to thian w.e and elaine. so.. wanna talk also hard. then after e break go over sit with ssk. avoid those two. so teh second part not so bad la, gort "da ge" xuhau on my right and ssk on my left. so danny that part got listen a bit, then krishnan pillay that part nv listen at all xP

then after that... oh ya. go queensway. picked up some stuff, then went back la. but for the first time, i went queensway and didn't wanna go back. dun tell u why =P

then come back play tennis wif mervin and tommy. just realised that my topspin first serve make my triceps hurt like ohmigod. so i play until end of first set buay tahan liao, cannot serve hard topspin serve le. but still can whack godknowshow hard on meh forehand xP after that, go casuarina prata have dinner. YUM. but din expect their 2 egg prata to be so filling. last time go dere eat 2 egg prata not enuff.. this time go there eat 2 egg rpata like wanna die liao, still got one -humongous- chocolate prata for dessert share with brudda and cuz. gonna die liao. really gonna die liao. bursting.
that's all, folks!

btw, if anyone realised, i just loooove taking these internet quizzies. when i take any i just add the result to the most recent blog update, so u all go see see, then take e quiz then tell me yer results also. =D i'm bored today. gonna take so many quizzes it floods the blog xD

10:19pm update - OMG. i just realised shaving cream on sunburnt skin = NOT FUN. in fact.. it hurt. like hell. so, all you guys out there, this is for you xD

11:39 update - after reading wil's tag.. i decided.. why not make my own quiz?! omg roflmao. i'm crazy. Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!


You are a normal angel. Innocent and pure. Full of
light and hope. You love to be around others,
and really know how to have a good time. You
enjoy hanging around with mortals. You like ti
sing, which you are great at, and like to have
others near you. People are naturally attracted
to your bubbly personaliy, and love to be
around you. Normal angels are always popular,
and have lots of fans. You are happy go lucky,
with an interesting out look on the world.

Though you have experienced pain, that is all
behind you now. You see the bright side to
things, and are always there to help a person
in need. You are quite pretty, with a childish
air, though you know more than others think.

You are a really friendly person. But can be a tad
selfish at times.

You are bright and full of energy.

Better get my shades!


What Type Of Angel Have You Become?
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Lucifer: Angel of the starlight, you are often
confused with being evil in your quiet
contemplations... Underneath it all you are
actually the most beautiful angel of all, and
God likes u more... the others are just
jealous. What do they know anyways.


Which Angel Lays Within You?
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The Truth

Your angel seeks for the truth.
Your angel is part of you. Thus, you are the
kind of person who values honesty more than
most things in this world. You are
strong-willed, and a bit stubborn at times. In
love, you seek for someone who will understand
you, and never cheat on you. This would
probably hurt you a lot, as it would to a lot
of people. But it would probably hurt you the
most. You are brutally honest, and you voice
your opinions a lot. Go you!




What's Your Angel Seeking For? .:BEAUTIFUL Anime Pics AND Music!:.
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You are a water angel! Very proud and powerful you
always make people feel great about themselves
and you seem to radiate happiness! You rock!


Which natural angel are you? (awe-inspiring pics!)
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You are Sakuya Kira.
The reincarnation of the Alexial's sword
Nanasatuya. The sword is really Lucifer's soul
trapped in it. Kira died in a car crash but
Lucifer struck a deal with him so that they may
live in the same body. He is mysterious and may
seem emotionless. He is however very caring and
loyal to his friends.

You are loyal and caring despite what you may seem
to be. Cool and more like a big brother figure
to some.


Which Angel Sanctuary are you?
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Innocenct Angel. Innocence. A true angel. Probaly a
younger one. Not yet shown the real way of this
planet. Lemme give you some advice, stay that
way, for as long as you can. The pure make it.


What Element Angel Are You?
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Your element is Spirit: You always think the best
of everyone and are an empathetic person. You
tend to gravitate to high spaces, changing
environments, and won't confine yourself to
just one style or decision. Just one job isnt
of interest to you either, as your need to
constantly continue evolving and growing won't
allow you to settle down. Sadly, this need may
also influence your social life as well. You
tend to have few friends, as not many people
understand you and fewer relationships because
you simply outgrow them when in pursuit of a
goal. However, because of people like you great
things get done. You are extremely intelligent
and one of the few enlightened people in this
world. You see the greats and goods in this
world as well as the terrible and have come to
accept it as a whole. You are a delight to talk
to and the few relationships you have, leave
the people you attach yourself to all the
better for it. You leave an impact on everyone
you meet and may you continue on your path
toward whatever it is you are reaching for.


What's your Element?
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Your HARE DAEMON represents your passive,
kindhearted, and honorable nature. Though you
are occasionally shy with new people, friends
admire your unshakable tranquility, even in the
face of chaos.


What Animal Would Your Daemon Settle As?
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Homicidal Tendencies


Which Inner Demon (tm) Possesses You?
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Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and
unique. You are quite distant from emotion and
people, but you have been made this way by one
thing or another. You are truly unique yet fail
to see it, and are quite creative be it in art,
music, writing, ect.. You used to let people in
now you don't even bother to try having been
hurt so many times in the past. Your attitude
is that you don't need anyone but yourself,
people are just trouble waiting to happen. But
you really do want to trust someone no matter
if you see it or not, deep down your waiting
for someone to come and set you free. This kind
of depression can turn dangerous, don't let
them get to you. Not everyone in the world will
hurt you, humans are humans and are not
perfect. So most likely sooner or later you'll
meet someone who feels like you do and perhaps
your shell will eventually disappear.


.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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9:03 pm

i actually had to go to school.. darn. stupid bio prac. k. sch was plain borin, as usual, so lets not talk abt it xD lets talk about teh highlight of teh day. my match against nich lim.

read my msn nick? "a miracle happen'd. i actually did something" it refers to taking 3 points off him xD i was teh first guy to take a point off him, so pretty kewl, huh. he told me his previous match was less than half an hour. this one was barely over an hour, so i'm pretty proud of mehself xD he choked in the first set. i can give him a nice backhand shot on a silver platter, but he would slam the ball outta the court. poor ball o.o; and everytime i served he either gave it to me nicely or killed it. but when he serve it was different. the ball actually came down with such a spin that it sounded like a wooden yoyo on a professional's string. yeah. i could hear the spin from the baseline when the ball was at the net. man. so it was like, hard to take. yer darn right, hard o.o; then second set he suddenly started killing all his balls. in this time xD and my slices weren't working no more. so like, one word to describe me in teh second set would be -- *drumroll* skrewed. yay!

at first i was like, gawd. 6-3 6-0. bad. then i called my coach to report score, he said the 3 there actually not bad. then alvin called me and told me that he actually beat samuel seow, my ancestor in teh tennis team. yeah, previous capt. crazy good player. and that nich also beat julian, quan feng, toon hwee, ying neng.. *the list goes on* so i didn't feel that bad xD thx to all that came down to support me ^^; but also to my coaches, shaun aw-yong and bk tan. feel good todae xD who's up for pizza hut? MY TREAT!! j/k xP

ohhh yehhh, feelin good. now the only thing that would ruin my day is... oh gawd. ssk's "i've gone too far and i know it, but i dont wanna stop" jokes.

nah, i think even that wouldn't ruin this day. its just too PUURRRRRFFFEEEKKKKTTT!!!!!

CUT! that was a great take. take 5!



Your an ice dragon! Congrats! Out of all the
dragons, you are most powerful but do not like
to show it. A rare and special creture, you
have artistic style and are great at expressing
yourself. You think friends and family are the
most important, and are a hopeless romantic.
But of course, as ice goes, you can be a little
cold or harsh at times. But not to worry, you
always apologize later!


What elemental dragon are you?
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An enigma, forever in the mysterious darkness. You
live to mesmerize, and you enjoy secrecy. Not
the Darkness of Heart, but the darkness of
mystery... You're a fascinating person, and
always manage to surprise people because you're
so vague.


Which Riku Are You? (Kingdom Hearts)
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4:46 pm

omg. the shortest 2 and a half hours of my life.

i cant believe i lost to alvin...

in the 1st set =P. then i took the second and third sets back. final score: 4-6 6-3 7-5. the last set was REALLY scary. we held serve all the way. at 5-5, i scored one really precious break from him. 6-5. then it was my serve. omg. pressure. play until sudden death, then that game we kept lobbing. then alvin made a bad mistake. he dropped me. heh heh. i killed it xD but it was really scary nonetheless. 2 and a half hours.. 11.15 or 30 to 2. longest match i've ever played. now i'm wearing all-natural makeup. not that i wanted to put it on anyway xD i look weird. but i always look weird anyway, so who cares.

as for u, ssk. I'm sick and tired of your nonsensical jargon. i know you're repentant. but guess again. you ALWAYS are. how many times have you told me sorry? how many times have u said i wont do it again. i promise? i'm sick of it okay? this time i'll punish you. i'll torment you. i'll give you the feeling of losing a friend. for an extended period of time. i'll teach you when is enough. when you've gone too far. when to shut your merciless, venomous foodhole you call a MOUTH. i cant stand you anymore and YOU KNOW IT.

my heart died because of you. i feel no love. no trust for my friends anymore. i feel hatred. suspicion. wariness. sadness. confusion. hostility. weariness. you. caused me to be like this. not mich. not jan. not josh. YOU. glad you know.

yes, i'm vengeful. christians are supposed to be forgiving like the Lord, but i'm finding it repeatedly hard to forgive you. especially you. ONLY YOU.

I'm sorry, God, for doing this. but i'm only human. i have feelings. sometimes they tend to rule my heart and mind. sorry.

jan and mich, u two too. sorry i left like that last nite. i just couldn't stand sim anymore. he just doesn't know when i'm pissed and he's gone too far. he thinks its joking. i think"s" its insulting.

*8:02 - decide to forgive ssk liao. but i wanna keep the contents here. i wanna remind myself of what i shld and shldn't do. when u've lost a friend, every moment feels like an eternity. one day shld be enuff to teach him a good lesson.

The Angel of Death! Calm ruler over the dead.



What kind of Angel are you? .._..contains Anime pictures.._..
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xoxo;
4:04 pm

tired today.. *falls asleep*

this morn, my dad wakes me up at 9 to prepare go church. 10.20 he tells meh brudda to come in and remind me to change. meh brudda finds me asleep on my comp chair xD

church today was actually quite der fun.. the speaker was good. jeremy seaward.. sernior pastor's son. only 25 and gonna have a kid liao. hardcore o.o; but his speech was fun. lame jokes all over. but lame is what makes it fun rite?

omg.. at suntec stuff was crazy. to pass a 100m stretch of beach rd took us abt an hour. every green light half a car would pass. lame huh. then when it was our turn a bus just rite came into e yellow box and stop there. so its parallel to us and perpendicular to the other stream of cars. and it stop them from passing completely. we pass thru without any prob xD then we got to horror no.2. carpark a: carpark full, sorry! carpark b, c, d: what he said. yup. its that bad. so suntec = no more.

then at 5 i played tennis against jay.. some 20 sumthin year old guy that is considered pretty good liao. last sept in inter-con tournament he was our first team singles. i beat him 6-2 6-1. *shocked* that doesn't happen everyday xD *feelin good*

that's all. "uber. sunday nites ain't made to be this boring.."

tmr playing alvin sia.. wish u good luck! i wont give chance. not in spex xD

xoxo;
9:24 pm

omg. and i thought i had a long day on thurs xD its already 2 am.. i'll condense this. more details tmr.

morning i wake up. go sch. DAMN SIAN. nth to do. we might as well have not gone. 7.30 to 10.10. wasted. thx TJC, lemme go early xD

after that its bowling at raffles town club. my first game.. score = 171 O.O;;; never imaginedererded i coulda done so well. i have a pic on my phone.. when i get that on my comp i'll post it here xD i coulda gotten high score trophy.. then my uncle comes in with a last minute high score of 172. man. i'm unlucky xD then i go home.

by this time damn tired liao.. waiting for josh that time i was dozing off. 3.30 went downstairs wait for him. 3.35 he shows up. wei, i can do a lot in 5 mins k? rofl. then err.. we.. take an mrt to somerset? awfully hot day todae.. i wear long sleeve like wanna die lidat.. sweat like a water barrel with holes drilled all over it. thank god for the cloud cover and light breeze later on. we go there.. found out mich's performance was last, 22nd in place, and they were at the 8th performance. time - 4.30. yay! so wait la, 6.30 liao then its her turn. just b4 her performance also met jan there. mich looked really gothic todae.. black, black, black, tan. real contrast to her other band members. it started to drizzle right after boulevard of broken dreams ended, so thank god for that too xD

hey mich, ur band did very well! you're only 6 months in the making, so cut urself some slack xD imo of what i watched, u guys are the best band there la, other than pug jelly. but those guys are professional, so cannot compare with them. ur guys were great in sunday mornin and boulevard of broken dreams. an jing u all a bit shaky, but still very fine =D

then rush down to ps la, tell dennis dun wait for me liao, and cuz and brudda waiting since 5.30. time - 7.05 then go to dgoa zone x, to my horror. millions of people waiting to play DM V. so i play one game just for the fun of it, then dun wanna wait liao xD tried GF V today. omg, fun! but still cant coordinate some stuff. the scoring system damn strict.. a bit off ur perfect become good liao. not like DM, so song. then go dinner. OMG it was *******************(fill in teh blanks urself xD) crowded. even BK and KFC no space. so we go back down la, decided go kovan there eat dinner later. but we had dinner at BK at ard 8.50. then go theo's house..

reach at abt 9.30 or smth.. go there liao not long after arriving merv(bdae boi) cut cake liao. for the first time ever, i felt alright in the pic. dunno why.. i just know i'm gonna look weird again tho o.o; oh yeah, did i mention i took a pic with mich in the morn? dunno how she managed to persuade me to do it tho. right. then after cut cake 10pm already, merv and seok rush home. so leave me and theo they all la.. my uncle offered a ride home, but dun wanna bother him.. whole night cook and cook liao, tired already, so i dun wanna bother him xD so, i go upstairs help dawne(bdae girl) with her bdae present. some night sky obervation kit. actually its a touchlight with a card with holes we poked thru pics of constellations. i know what you're thinking. what the hell is he saying!?@?!?@?!? just bear with it. i'm half dead now xD then for dunno wat reason.. i look at my watch. 12.xx smth. black. i wake up, 1.15. i look ard, the whole room was dead. it was knockout gas. xD my mum say we look very funny.. such a small room but 5 of us managed to squeeze without touching each other at all. then go home la.

my life is filled with such days.. its good. but one thing's still missin.. meh. maybe not now? xD

no time to css today again.. sigh. maybe i'll try some of blogskins.com stuff, then i'll edit them. yeah. that's it. i'll make wallpapers again xD til tmr!

gawd.. this is long..

xoxo;
1:58 am

I just learnt today -- its the small things people do that make or break your day.

it was broken. then it was re-made again. how's that? xD

-------------------------- sorry if you missed the action >=P----------------------------


okay. i got the tagboard up.. but i cant remove the stupid profile thingy. i need to experiment more. erm.. any feedback? xD

xoxo;
8:58 pm

o god.. its been a long day.

sch sucked. except when jeff wasn't here. then it rawked. else it sucked as usual. borin. lucky i had a good nights rest last nite else i'd be sleepin on my table. hod observed maths today = cannot sms in class. but tay chen lai ain't that bad. she sounded pretty nice compared to e other hods (elaine u say? shes damn.. longwinded. talk for hours on end)

OMG after sch was [translated directly frm chinese] hell on earth. stupid chinaman couldn't teach for cheese's sakes'. tok to notes. tok to whiteboard. turn ard, see me smsing openly on e table, studying ss during his physics session, he dun care. continue talking like there was no one listening to him. actually it was like anyone was listening to him anyway. but we wanted to listen. i mean, science quiz team, i wanted to take sumthin back k? instead of getting phy stuff for e competition, i study my ss. this chinaman SARKS. i hate him. i coulda left halfway thru. but i give him face. remember wat yong kwang hei say? "face is ppl give u, but ur mian zi is u ownself throw one." go figure. cant stand that stupid chinaguy. bth. uber bth.

after that it rawked. went to zone x DGOA, found out.. OMG they have DM and GF V (YAHOO!!!!) omg.. its a great machine(s). wanna try GF next time. but the crowd was huge. waited for what, 4 credits before i could play my first game? then went to xu hau's(heya bruuda!) baptism. the church session, sad to say, was pretty borin. made me miss my own church xD then he got dunked! best part of all (muarhar) then his mum treat us to marche supper.. surprise sia. really din't expect. but dinnae eat much tho, couldn't force anything down no more. just took a soup and a third of a plate of rosti. yum. stuff there is really exp.. felt bad having xh's mum to pay for us tho... THX A LOT, XH'S MUM!

then i go home. gawd. its been a long day. i miss my throne before the comp screen. whats the time now.. 11:15? man. i gotta shower. yeah, i just reached back. i love today. today after sch. after that stupid chinaman's quiz training. whatever. but its been great. drat. no time to do css or html editing. still looks pretty basic. btw, i did the bg myself, nice? i'll get a tagboard soon. i hope. and prolly a better layout too.

"I can't stand you anymore. I hate you."

xoxo;
11:15 pm

weyhey! first post. what shld i say? umm.. guud mornin?

I'm new to this, so give chance. never ever wrote diaries or anythin at all, so.. yeah xD.

dear diary. dear blog. sounds weird. i think i'll start with a guud mornin every night. hmm..

i need html. *checks stuff* i know! i'll be evil and use quizilla to host my images, then.. heh heh. ok. *evil plan formulating* this will help me take over the world!!!! make my blog a better place for people to live ... whatever. I'll be seein ya soon? maybe. yay! yay? maybe. i'm mad tonite. excuse me.

xoxo;
9:07 am