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Saturday, December 31

ahh.. just came back from the 4805 farewell dinner.

I SMELL LIKE MY FOOD!!!! =\ stupid oil kept splattering during the steamboat so now i smell like.. hmm. black pepper chicken. gawd i needa shower. but hey!! the food was pretty good! the only prob is that nowadays my appetite is like.. hmms. bad? i eat abit then i'm like all full and stuffs. = cant eat much. = not worth it going for buffets =\ at least it was only a $12 buffet? i think i managed to fulfill ba x) but well. other than the rain dripping into the food and turning it sour.. haha! jkjk. anw. other than the rain dripping into the food, and the very 'cosy' feeling of a nice breeze blowing the steamboat steam into your face in this wintery period.. the dinner was good. but table so big.. can only talk to a small grp lor =
but the rest of the day was like. average ba. i expected something different when darryl first mentioned 'farewell dinner'. i tot it was gonna be like a nice dinner at some restaurant.. did i mention airconditioned? then like, haf a nice meal and sit and talk.. then after that find a small grp of close friends and go for a midnite movie.. but it turned out like this? arcade, lan and a sweaty steamboat dinner. not boring, not lousy, but i thought it coulda been better. anw nice job planning this at such short notice ^^;

but i just have to say this.

4805. i'm like freaking gonna miss all of ya.. mus stay in contact okay. READ MY BLOG MORE OFTEN!!! TAG MY BOARD!! =DD

love you all..

-made in 4805-

-forever-

xoxo;
12:10 am
Friday, December 30

omgz... its almost the new year again.. look at the date above!!! 2 days to the new year. darn. i dont wanna go to sch =\ i'm too used to holiday life le.. haha.. DUN WANNA GO JC!!!! ><

ahh.. new year = lunar new year = ANGBAO!! haha.. moneeyyyyyyyy =x i like money. =D but i dont like sch. =x

lalala.. i dont wanna go sch~~~~ i'm gonna pon!! =D

xoxo;
12:24 pm
Thursday, December 29

ahhhh!!! sorry for not updating ytd x)

i'm so excited!! haha.. she's finally arrived at my place.. and she's sleeping at my place!!! haha... walau eh. dun think wrong la. i'm talking abt my drumset la.. haha.. =DDDDD

funnnn x)

*dont get me wrong i love you


xoxo;
12:59 am
Monday, December 26

wow.. xmas day was another day of like. emotional roller coaster for me.. haha. at least it ended off well this time round =)

mahjong thru the night!!! haha.. this time me is the big winner!!! 80 points divided by 5 cos me and my brother still schooling.. if is the adults playing amongst themselves it'd be 80 bucks. but i only won 16 bucks. haha. but its still a lot for me x) and very fun too.

i realised that from 2:30 to 3:30am i was like almost laughing through the whole way? i mean.. i jus went mad la. i think i found my hyper time =D my parents got REALLY irritated. cos i kept laughing. and after laughing and being REALLY distracted i cld still win big x)

haha.. it was fun. o well. i'm gonna go sleep now.

hope xmas has also been great for all of u =)

xoxo;
4:38 am
Sunday, December 25

omg i love my parents!! =DD

i never ever seen anyone rite. that in half an hr change from slamming doors and cold wars to a loving couple that looks like they just got married or smt.. omgzzz.

my parents rock. haha!

MERRY XMAS EVERYONE!!!!

my dinner is like. KEWL! x)

xoxo;
8:18 pm

i think i wont hope so hard this time. cos hoping too hard always hurts.
the greater the hope, the harder the fall.

so i'm just gonna mess up my timings.. i dont wanna be awake to see what's on the table. if there's even gonna be anything tonight.

i'll be back just in time to bid my second favourite day of every year gdbye.

for the last time, merry xmas everyone! hope u had as much fun as i had ytd at midnight! =)

xoxo;
5:29 pm

i write my own chrismas.
alone.

i just hope that dinner isn't ruined.

merry xmas everyone!!

xoxo;
4:54 pm

omgzzzz... xmas at cafe cosmo was funnn!!!! and to think i even considered not going =x

i shan't go into details.. i'm pretttyyyy sure some other blog out there wld haf details abt the celebration.. so rite. i'll find one, then link to it later.

honestly? one part was really traumatic.. i thought i wld prolly get a chance to do it some other time.. but with like, 5 ppl watching? erps. sorry!!! my legs seriously went soft. =xx first timer.. i need some preparation ma.. haha. on ur bdae okay?

omgz i love these pressies.. especially that belt. and i was thinking of getting a new belt at bugis the other day too.. haha. thanks a lot again x)

MERRY XMAS EVERYONE!!!! WE LIVE TO SEE ANOTHER YEAR!!! =XxXx

thank god i listened to the horoscope.. it was really like. whoa. o.o;

oh yeah. on my way home someone screamed at me merry xmas from like, 400 metres away? he was living on the 7th floor of the neighbouring condo.. from across the road, in a block furthest from where i was. wah seh that guy is kewl.. haha.. MERRY XMAS TO U TOOOO!!!!!!!!!

haha!

251205 *archived*

xoxo;
3:43 am
Saturday, December 24

tagged by michelle -.-;;

Rules: Bold the following that are true about you, italicize things you wish were true, add one true thing about you, and then tag five more people.

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch much TV these days.

I love olives.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.

I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe that honesty usually is the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain.
I'm paranoid at times.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.

I talk really, really fast.
I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I was born in a country outside of the U.S
I have worn fake hair / fingernails / eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way that I look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I know how to cornrow.
I am usually pessimistic
I have a lot of mood swings
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
Slept with a suitemate.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex
I enjoy talking on the phone
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I LOVE TO SHOP !
Enjoy window shopping
I would rather shop than eat
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
I don't hate anyone. I dislike them
I'm a pretty good dancer
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in (a) God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I like someone
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex. (some)
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I have avoided assignments at work / school to be on Xanga or Livejournal
When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I watch soap operas whenever I can.
I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I like surveys.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
Democrat.
Conservative Republican.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup
I believe in prophetic dreams.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient on a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.

I went to college out of state.
I am adopted.
I like sausage.
I am a pyro.
I love the Red Sox.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I love Dear Abby.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I think school is awesome.
I think pigtails serve a purpose.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I don't like multi-textured ice cream.
I think John Cusack is adorable.
I f**king hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays
I watch Food Network way too much.
I love coaching youth sports.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I would not be friends if they weren't family.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I love vaginas.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie
I know who Santos L. Halper is.
I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.
I love wrestling.
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
I'm an artist.
I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made.
I have an unhealthy Taco Bell obsession.
I have had a crush on a cartoon character when I was a kid.
I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products.
I only clean my room when neccesary.
I have pointy-ended ears.
I can never picture myself in an everlasting marriage.
I dont need friends to pick me up when i'm feeling low.

bryan darryl joel joyce yanling

ride forth on my momentum -- ahem -- take this thingy. x)


xoxo;
3:41 pm

omg.. look at my horoscope reading today..

'This is definitely not the season for pouting, so there'll be none of that, and no hiding out, either. If you have to, force yourself to go mingle. Once you're there, you'll be glad you went, and you'll have a fine time, too.

An introverted mood on your part may be clashing with the merrymaking that's going on all around you, and this could leave you feeling a little bit lonely. Get into the spirit of the season, though -- if you head out to that party or join family or friends at someone's home, you'll be warmed right up by the comfort and joy. Be patient with yourself, too; you definitely deserve some TLC, and if you treat yourself right, you'll feel much better.'

woah. okay. i'll play along today. this horoscope thingy had better be correct. i need everything that it promised.

hey peeps!!! my tagboard is for people to tag at. not for u to look at and go away. GO! TAG! NOW!

merry chrismas everyone!!!

xoxo;
3:23 pm
Friday, December 23

damnit.. it's happened again. and so i ask myself..
doesn't anyone even know me for what i'm good at?
are humans good only at pointing out what others are poor at..?

arh. forget it. this is not the time to rant. its the freaking chrismas season!! theres sure to be good news.. and yeah. at around 3:30 i received an anonymous call.. one that was to change my mood for like, the next few minutes?

'hello? this is simon --
(omg wtf who's simon o.o;)
from yamaha thomson.
(OMGOMGOMGOMG!!!! =DDDDD)
your drumset is here
(WTF FINALLY!!! X)))))))))))
and we would like to confirm the delivery date
(ANY FUCKIN TIME!!! LETS GOOOO!!! =DDDDDD)

WHEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! haha.. NEXT TUESDAY!!! x) late for xmas.. but WHO CARES!?!? haha...

and today i like.,. spent another 200++ bucks on my stuff.. 2 pairs of shoes and a bag. haha.. its fun x)

oh shiat man.. natsu sora is such a chio song..

shokanokorowa donnaniotagaiga hikareatte
chisanakotodemo shiawasekanjirareta
amegafutte bishobishoni nureta
atashinonamidawa suguni yandahazunanoni
futarinoaidaniwa mizutamariga dekiteita

sugiteyuku natsusora setsunasao tsureteku yuruginai
ainiuete sotto soraniutau... hare

hanabirao otoshita natsunohana
kekkatekini sukidattandakedo
doushite mitsukerarenakattandarou
chanto miretenakattandarou

kareteyuku natsusora owattekuyokano muneni
chantotsutaete konoomoimo sotto soraniutau... ame

sugiteyuku natsusora donnahiyorimo kireide
atatakaihibini teofutte sotto atashiniutau...

-------------------------

omgz my legs are dyingggggggggggg ><

xoxo;
9:51 pm
Thursday, December 22

today's weather is like.. so perfect for sleeping!!! >< i think i'll go slp later. until midnite then wake up. hehe thx for the idea darryl x)

ahh.. play mahjong today.. thx barney for the accomodation! very sad lor.. barney and i both lost ALOT of cash. if we were playing with cash anw. i think we each lost abt $27? then darryl and gary split the winnings la.. haha. lucky nv play money =xx

then went shopping for gifts again... damn. buying gifts is hard. i settled for some stuff which seemed like they totally couldn't go wrong. but then again.. looks abit insincere. aiya. its the thot that counts rite =x so like, my xmas gift woes are overrrr!!!

lets see.
wishlist:
get my hair done (friday 231205)
get my contacts
get love's album (love cook, 291205)
get hitomi shimatani's album (heart & symphony, 3 wks from now cos its outta stock)
get ayumi's album (missunderstood, 010106)
wait for those guys at yamaha to send my drumset over to singapore -.-;;

oh well. involves alot waiting huh =
oh yeah. just now on the bus i made a damn big mistake.. some cat high gentleman i am. damnit. i wanna rant abt smt.. but i think now's not the time. i'll rant after chrismas when the festive mood is over.

for now...

lets just soak in the chrismas atmosphere!!! =DDD

MERRY (be-earlied) CHRISMAS EVERYONE!!!

xoxo;
6:00 pm
Wednesday, December 21

omgz... shopping for gifts is like damn hard? i'm tired. =\ shopping with frens is definitely alot easier lor.. this time rd i went around marina sq, citylink, raffles city all alone.. i walked alone. argh damnit this feeling is coming in again. i must resist..

ahem. anw, i'm getting a new pair of shoes sooner or later. alr decided what i want, its just that they dint haf my size in marina and by the time i went back to raffles city and citylink both outlets were closed. this pair will be pretty kewl for sch use next yr--

oh yeah! DMV2 is out. kewlios.. dint try any of the new songs tho - i had no idea what they were. i needa go PS and watch ppl play first.. and on DMV2 for some reason concertino in blue is like easier to pass? usually out of 10 tries i'd pass once. this time round in 4 sessions i passed them all.. twice with a B too. the other two were Cs.

hms. i just wanna talk. i need to get stuff off my chest but -- eargh. i dun think my blog is the place to do it. this weird feeling is coming into me again.. self-psycho only works for a short while. after i remember the fun times i feel good. after 5 seconds, this feeling comes into me again. i mean, what does 'the truth always hurts' mean..?

ur not telling me the truth---

argh.. i need to talk. if u know who u are, please call me when u see this. i REALLY need to talk. it'll ruin your mood for sure. just a warning.

call me.

xoxo;
11:10 pm

ahh.. cycling today was fun, and i almost killed mervin with a totally crazy stunt. sorry dude!! ^^; and his shoe FLEW!!! ROFLMAOOOOOOOO x)))))))))

oh yeah. did i mention that we haf finally come up with an explanation for the UFO? okay. here it goes. as u know rite. every year the ufo sightings come at ard one season.. so we thought. its prolly the tour de france season. okay. so here it goes. there's prolly prelim rounds and all that crap for these cycling tournaments? or so we think. so like, everytime theres a obstacle on the road or smt like that, the cyclists hafta brake rite. sand since theres so damn many cyclists on the road, they're totally packed up and stuff. so when one brakes, the rest hafta brake too! and since they haf really little notice, their butts just fly off of their bikes. and their shoes fly too! then ppl see these and they go 'HEY ITS A NIKE/CONVERSE/ADIDAS!!!! *snap*' then when they take the photo and develop, its like, hmm. wad was that? OMG UFO!!!! its more like UFS x)

haha.. it wass fun. but my legs feel like jelly now. i think i know le. next time i go changi village rent bikes from there =x oh yeah. the uncle running the western stall in the downtown east kopitiam has an attitude problem. not gonna elaborate anymore -.-;;



and i still dont understand
a second time, a second chance
but history repeats itself.

what did you say?
why did you spend so long?
why..?

and i pray for the truth
but god's telling me to wait.

xoxo;
6:05 pm
Tuesday, December 20

just came back from shopping..

long time since i've gone on such a long shopping spree x) oh gawd it was fun. and spent lotsa money too =x lets count.. 150? =DDDD ahh.. my legs are tired. i needa break. tmr going cycling at pasir ris!! supposed to be sentosa then change to pasir ris? anw. if my legs stay this dead no pt cycling le.. haha. but cycling!!! i will be fine enuff tmr x)

hmm.. i guess that's abt it today. i've had a very short day. whole afternoon just say at home play ps2 and help parents pack up one of the storerooms. so like, tired is prolly an understatement =x

i'm going!

xoxo;
11:10 pm

let it be written that today (19/12) is the day that i have experienced almost every emotion in the book. u say it, i've been thru it today. another day to add to my memories of 2005.. a great year for me. totally kewl.

anw.. it was really fun today.. the cinema at marina sq was like, EMPTY!! haha.. oh man.. that rawked. anw, i ain't gonna go into details.

oh yeah.. and ytd nite.. haha. prank calling!! =xxx our victims ah.. some of them just not fun, some just dun wanna admit that they got tricked. the rest were fun x) we were bored!! =\ dun get angry.. u could always trick us back-- =x

ohhh man.. tonite was a real bummer. anw, i'm gonna go. tired as hell..

zzzz--

xoxo;
1:24 am
Sunday, December 18

nothing much's happened today..

i had my drum course today!! haha.. always fun.. or at least more fun than my piano lessons =x especially since today's lesson was like totally empty~~ 3 ppl dint come, so the class only had 5 ppl!! haha.. empty classes are FUNNNNN!! at first only me and xuxu leh. so we tot omg only 2 of us today.. then slowly the other 3 came in late la. then xuxu damn pro. he sit on the teacher's drumset today.. haha.. wunder wad the jerry was tinking.. haha! empty classes are fun =D

then we proceeded to hmv hereen... i cant believe that they dun haf otsuka's love cook and shimatani's heart & symphony.. otsuka's album was released like 3 days ago and they dun even have info on their shipment!! at least heart & symphony they can tell me will be arriving in 3 wks. but wadeva. i think i'm gonna order online =x hamasaki's album is coming out on 1st jan too! another album i'm looking forward to. shd i buy ronin? i know when typewriter comes out i'll buy.. hms. maybe i'll get day after tomorrow and do as infinity too. OMGZ haha my shopping list is getting longer and longer. and i needa get xmas pressies for ppl too!! =\ i'm gonna be broke once the holiday is over ><

oh yeah. my mum was teaching me how to playboy ytd. omgzzzz o.o;;

i guess tts abt it?

-forever


xoxo;
9:19 pm

ahh.. been so busy these days.. just got home. TIRED! o.o;;

i came back frm quiet II at teh singapore art museum.. and yes bec. i've changed my view on local bands -.-;; typewriter was good. oh u mean theres someone else? hmm... OH YEAHHH!!! how could we ever forget ronin and sean rite? *sarcastic grin* haha.. but they were all good. i only tot that leslie low abit sian la. typewriter was totally good..

then ytd i had erms. it was friday.. wad did i haf ah. err. OH YEAH. the gala premiere of narnia!!! haha.. i was there x) one week before all u guys! except those cheaters that alr got the dvd la. the movie was great. but i tinks. wad ruined the thing was that so many celebs were there.. i haf to direct my field of vision in the correct direction -- away frm them. which means i was looking at the ceiling or the floor all the time lor. but still. the movie was guuuud x)

i guess that's it. oh btw, i'm going to njc!! =DD anyone know anyone else who's going national ma? tell meeee!!! now i only know got stanley and nzw going nj.. so lonely. WHO ELSE GOING>!>!!?!?!???!?!? =DDDDDD

dunno why, but i feel more at east going to nj than rj.. hehe. less stress.

i'll be goin off now!! i think i'm just gonna fall dead on my bed...

xoxo;
12:51 am
Thursday, December 15

omgz tonites full moon is gawd. beautiful..

but yesterday nite's one was even gawd nicer.. there was this rainbow corona ard the moon and it was.. omgz. DAMN nice. i'll upload the pic and u shd be able to see it tmr.

oh YEAAAAHHHH. u guys dunno why i was gone the past 3 days rite. i actually went for another chalet. 2703 chalet. so yeah, i guess u can guess what i'm guessing that ur guessing that i did there. time to compare chalets!!!!!

honestly. i cant say much. they're exactly the same. (darryl if ur here i tink u know wad i mean =\) BUT!!! 48's bbq was like soooooo much better than the 27 bbq. i mean, there was at least food at the 48 bbq. okay la. i dun so bad. there was at least a wide variety of food at the 48 bbq. 27 bbq was like impromptu?

oh yeah. in terms of activities.. 27 fails too. i mean.. who plays lan during chalet.. and go all the way to amk summore.. on the day of the bbq summore. without plans for food summore. omgzzzzz. damn stress lor that day.. i tot tan sook yee gonna come our chalet and eat her own watermelon for dinner..

but for some reason rite. after the 27 chalet i like dun wanna go. the 48 chalet i just disappear like that lor. so well. i guess both chalets were quite equal.

okay. i guess that's it.. i dun wanna go into detail abt the chalets. or else i'll be spending the next few weeks wrting abt it x)

-woaini


xoxo;
10:42 pm
Sunday, December 11

thank god for friends that stay with you no matter what.. even after i betrayed her trust... god is good! =D

xoxo;
3:26 pm
Saturday, December 10

ain't gonna blog about the 48 chalet.

i think i need to learn to let go of my past.. but it has given me a very strong phobia.. you guys may be scared of insects, or of blood, or of small enclosed places or watnot.. but i'm scared of something else. and this phobia has.. ergh. killed my opportunities. i'm just scared of history.

maybe i need to learn to chill. maybe i need to ignore the past and future and just work on the present. maybe i need to learn to take a person's words at face value. maybe i need to have more trust. maybe i need to have more patience.

maybe i haven't changed much since early this year. maybe i'm still the same person who believes that he can only survive by trusting himself and noone else.

i need assurance. and someone that really believes in me.

xoxo;
9:50 pm
Sunday, December 4

aaaAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

i lost the quarterfinal matchhhh!!!! =\ i so wanted to play in the semis lor.. 6-4 6-1. ugly scoreline in the second set.. gawd. this the furthest i ever gone in spex. not bad tho. unseeded players in the quarterfinals.

then i had the drum course.. first lesson was more than i expected. quite fun, quite boring. cos i already know how to do that stuff. prolly in the second lesson the guy will go more indepth and we'll haf more stuffs to do. OH YEAH!! x) oh. and i'm getting my DTXPRESS III SPECIAL!!! WHEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! end of december prolly. cos those japanese yamaha guys dun wanna ship the model to singapore so fast >< so end december. but end december.. is close. MUARHARHARHARHARRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

o well. i'll be taking a trip to zimbabwe over the next 3 days -- i wun blog until erms. lets see. thurs nite. i haf someone to rescue.. the classic 'rescue me from the clutches of the evil witch' regime yaknow. seeya peeps on thursday!!

xoxo;
9:52 pm
Saturday, December 3

this will be another short post..

really got nothing to write abt during the hols ^^; its like everyday i'm going out.. but then i'm lazy to write abt it. okay. lets shorten stuff up then. yesterday was zathura. better than harry potter imo. harry potter just sucked this time round. today was aeon flux. another kewl show.. must watch x)

well, i guess that's it for what i've done. oh btw. tmr's post will be the last in a short while.. cos tues to thurs is chalet!! no wait. thurs i shd be able to blog le. and i dun wanna blog on monday cos i'll be back late.. morning going out with fren.. then at nite got course. see la! ppl so hardworking.. holiday also go for course. haha!!! /me is feeling bhb now =D

i guess this will also be short cos i needa do some soul-searching.. i wanna know clearly what i'm thinking and feeling. and then what i wanna do. dont wanna make any empty promises anymore. x)

this shall be it for now. tmr's post shd be erms. kewl. cos i gots two stuffs on tmr - doubles quarterfinals (yes. that's me playing -.-;;) and drum course. MUARHAR!! its gonna be so fun =DD

xoxo;
6:20 pm
Thursday, December 1

short post today..

i had two tennis matches today. the first one was a classic - fought hard and died honourably.. 6-3 6-4. geez. the second was more hmms. conventional x) fought hard and got shortchanged - 6-1 7-6. i won, stupid xD (wah seh. ur dust really very ling2 leh o.o;) so i'll be taken on sunday at 2pm - playing 2nd seed that day. omgz its already the quarterfinals =DD

i guess that's it. i'm already booked tmr and sat, so my next available date is next saturday. i'll open up dec 2nd week sooner or later too.. but i haf 4 days of chalet that wk. so, yeah.. i'm a busy man x)

ittekimasu!!

xoxo;
11:02 pm