ahhh!!! today's audition was kinda screwed.

actually only i screwed up.. haha. i tink everyone else was good. i'm talking about my band members.. haha. except for technical errors they were good okay. xP eg. amos's guitar and chriselle's mic were too soft.

but mine was a terrible ting. it was like my drumkit was scared of me. it just kept sliding away. and its just because i decide to use more power in my bass kicks. -.-;; other drummers use the heel-on and i used heel-off. then the entire drumkit started skidding away., bleah.

hopefully i can still get in.. haha =x

xoxo;
10:30 pm

hrms.. i just went around doing some research..

on mr dio.

hrms. some stuff i found really surprising.. like hes a damn pro player at some marvel tcg. national standard semifinalist, i see. and also that he was a pretty much world-standard poet and playwright too. and also won some 24hr playwriting competition...

but some tings i dun understand too. earlier this year he told us he was 35 years old. but err. in another person's blog. he also told him that he was 35 years. only that this entry was like 2 years ago? and he was also in some dunno wad weird greyhawk tingy.. and some other tingy tt looked like a play. like. an uncomplete one. strange. unless the last two are ppl with the exact same name la. haha.

straaaange.

xoxo;
10:08 pm

sincerest apologies to cheryl sumin shi hua and ting yang. haha. was linking people the other day and i did it halfway and forgot the rest =x

anw, enrichment week has started! and it is like boring. haha. ytd i only had talks and i went home at like 1 plus after bridge. means tt i cld haf actually gone back by 11 la.

anw today was abit more fun? the talks were still boring as usual la. and bridge inbetween events again. then we went to the singapore art museum.. haha.

we were going in a gang of 6? cheryl(not the s14 one) haikal jason jielin kelly. it was a crazy outing la. haha. but i'll cut it short cos i wanna go shower.. haha. so letsee. it was when we were in the cubism exhibit.. haha. then jason commented tt we were like lemmings. as in when one person moved the rest wld follow. then i decided to try. i walked a few metres down, and true enough they followed.

here comes the nice part. i ran to the centre of the room. the room was abt twice as wide and prolly ten times as long as our classrooms except tt its been separated by walls la. so anw i ran to the centre of our partition. and noone followed! guess wad i did. very instinctively i *quietly* went "yahhhh!!!..." rong'en saw this and walked off covering his face with his file.. haha =x 2 mins later, the other 5 ppl really did the cheer!! omgzzz. haha. crazy ki people x)

haha. then the next part was like. we were in dunno wad exhibition then jielin went 'hey! look! breasts!' haha. cos they neglected to rate the entire museum m18 or smt. so everywhere we went were like. nude pictures. oil paintings kplzthx. anw wad jielin was pointing at was like sooo not those. haha. so we like made fun of her and kelly said tt she saw too much and tt now everything seemed like them.. haha. and i pointed at a blank area of wall abt 2 m above our heads. 'hey! breasts!' =xx jielin instantly went mad.. haha.

then later, one gallery down we were in front of a security camera. we were still laughing really hard, until dunno who pointed and told us tt there was a security cam there. then we waved. and guess wad haikal did. 'hey! look! breasts!' WTF!!! haha... we went crazy la =x

then for the next 2 security cams we saw. we waved at it and haikal wld just walk off with the i-dunno-u look in ur face.. haha. then before reaching the 3rd cam, cheryl commented tt we shd do smt diff. and guess wad came to my mind instantly. u know that act-cute pose with a horizontal *peace or twist wadever u want* sign around ur right eye? haha. =x

haha.. i know there was one at the last gallery we went to.. but i sorta forgot. =\ but i do knw tt suddenly we were limbo-ing in the gallery.. haha x)

haha.. if theres any more siao stuff i shall post again =D

once again, apologies to the abovementioned people from s14 ^^;

xoxo;
6:35 pm

i've got something for grey and orange.. haha..

these 2 days ah. buy tennis t shirts both in grey and orange. so njc-ish. tsk. haha.

next wk is enrichment week! no lessons and everyday can be home by noon x) er. actually not everyday ba. tues until 4 plus and tennis too. then hrms.

OH YEA! thurs is my talentime audition!! must come down and support okay? haha. 1630 LT3. GO AND SUPPORT MEEEE!!! haha..

x)

xoxo;
10:12 pm

ah. damn boring saturday.. at first la. haha.

i din go tennis training today x) ytd training until so siao. where got mood to go today.. haha. anw the afternoon i spent at queensway. and i almost fail to get wad i wanted.

i was looking for a new bag to carry ard outside.. cos. for the newbies (as in my new friends la. haha) i wear contacts when i go out and i gotta bring my glasses and eyedrops along and stuff. yea. so i need a bag. and i ripped my nwo one. so i needa get a new one if not i'll be wearing my sch badges op one all the time. and it looks damn weird with sch badges when i'm in tee and jeans.. haha.

i bought this black converse one.. wonder how its gonna be. wonder if it can fit my drumsticks.. haha.

well. anw abt my s14.. ytd i was in a terrible mood.. haha. but still. i haven fully integrated into the class yet ^^; sometimes when u all talk i'm like totally blur. ur msn damn fast la!! haha. sijing's talking also not so fast so i lagi need time to think.. haha. my brain abit wols de. so er. must ren3 me. haha.

but i hope i'll be a s14-ian in due time. i think i will. x)

xoxo;
8:39 pm

errgh. today really hasn been my day..

i dunno why, but this friday seemed especially long.. especially tennis training. i cant believe tt after the 2.4 no break and pia drills and 4 matches until 7. ohmehgawds. plus i got smacked in the face by a ball. its not like as if getting one eye out isn enough. just happened to hit the other eye. sians. my glasses are like out of shape now.

well. at least i improved my 2.4k run ba. 10:33 .. just 4 seconds faster and i get my A. kewlioooo.

yesterday i had this weird dream abt.. someone i never thought i'd dream abt.. haha. reeeally strange dream.

i cant believe tt i've been embroiled in 2 scandals. in like 1 wk.. haha. crazy class, this s14. at least i know nx time i wun be bored.. haha! but i still miss my 06s21..

hrms. i feel so homeless now.. 06s21 just hasn been the same since all those people left. u know. those people. hilmi, jerrine, jaclyn, shafiqah, alex zhang.. its like. ex-06s21 ppl haf just disappeared and yaknow. yea. so its like i've even lost the 06s21 spirit. and i haven gotten the 06s14 spirit yet.. i mean. i may know the people in it but its like. i cant feel the attachment to the class yet.. sorry peeps if u read this, but this is really how i feel at this pt. kinda homeless =
i miss my old 06s21.. the stupid civics lessons spent slacking away. mr tsang talking to eugenia and ray chuan and the rest of us doing our own stuff.. like talking crap and going on phototaking sprees and all that stuff.. the way our CT leaves us to do our own stuff and settle debts and things by ourselves.. and the way we actually manage to do it.. the way we'd all split up for our own subject classes but during break and lunch still meet up faithfully and eat together.. the way that we steal tables if we cant get our own.. the way we buy drinks by the trayload for the class.. the way we skipped sch together that time and went out to haf fun at plaza sing.. the way we make our plans last minute but still alot of people will come.. the way the whole 06s21 is its own clique.. the way haikal was kept in check by his two ahems.

the way we lead aqua in the cheers in inter-house competitions.

(eh 06s14 i'm nt saying that u dun do this ah. i'm just pining for my 06s21..)

然して皆さん出で立つの致し方.

私の06s21は何処ですか.

xoxo;
8:15 pm

wow. this place is getting dusty.. haha. haven posted in like a week or so. so lets get blogging.

hrms. i'm now a member of 06s14? haha.. i shant comment yet. dunno these ppl well yet so i wanna take my time to get to know the class. esp since i'm a new guy i better not offend anyone if not the whole class 24 ppl come after me.. haha. i also dun wanna give anyone wrong ideas later ahem. tio scandal. -.-;;

anw.. this wk has been pretty uneventful. its the usual stuff and all. except tuesday and today i guess.

tuesday was supposed to be talentime practice day. but we werent let into hwa chong hostel.. ahh whack those guys ah.. haha. wanted to use their music room but their office so ngiow dun let us go and use. even with 2 scholars in our band. =\ neverrrrrmind! haha. anw we still stood there and talked for abt an hr and a half? to plan our next jamming session.

which was today.

it was really kewl la. when we met we alr had problems. amos din bring the laptop that chriselle asked him to bring.. dunno got some miscommunication between them. and he din dl the songs into it either.. so he and katlyn went over to their hostel to pick it up. and amos sun4 bian4 went to change too. but they took so long tt chriselle and i started having ideas. maybe they were in a bush having fun. or they went for a smooch before really getting their stuff. basically it was some hanky panky. x) but later we called. and there was no reception!! OMG maybe they were in some underground library doing their loveydovey!! omgs.. haha. wild ideas.

anw after they reached back we had to go dl the songs and tabs and stuff. but the sch's stupid wireless lan had intermittent signals. and we got chopped off like once every 30 seconds or so. so wad happens? cannot dl. and we only managed to get the guitar tab. -.-;;

well. we cancelled our 5-6pm booking. but we still had 6-8pm. and we arrived at 5.45. so we went early lor. can ya believe it amos actually went unprepared.. haha. but guess wad. he learnt up everything perfectly in like 45 mins. hes crazy. plays everything. even the angklung!!! omgz. haha. so the jamming was a great success x) we managed to complete our audition song - heaven by los lonely boys. and we set a goal too. beat andre's band. i dunno who andre is but they call him poodle man.. haha.

i guess that's that up til now.

happy belated birthday jerrine!! (21/3/06)

xoxo;
10:34 pm

i dint post this ytd, but.. hrms. dunno if i shd tell you all. haha.. later all of u become paranoid and stuffs =x please dont freak okay?

i'm going for my transplant on hmm. 29th may. penetrating keratoplasty. haha.. big name huh? its actually just a corneal transplant. yeaps. in 2 years i'm gonna haf my vision back x) then i can go for lasik and whoo! i'm gonna haf better vision than all of u with glasses.. haha. but erh.

the post-op thingies are damn irritating la. gotta go doctor like. so often. then must take special care of my left eye. bleh. haha. i'll leave the details to next time when i complain abt it.

sooo peeps. it means tt my whole june hol is gonna be taken up by my eye. i mean. taken up by taking care of it.. haha.

wish me luck! =)

xoxo;
12:37 am

errh. due to the demands of the canoeist.. aiya u know la. cannot offend her. later her huge muscles pound me into the ground. muarhar.

okay! a post on wed's class outing. (sijing u nv said how long it shd be. so its gonna be short xP)

we met up at erms. where ah. err. forgot le.

oh yea. we met at cine at ard.. shiat. wad time..

AHHH!!! damnit la. haha. wait wait. i needa refresh my memory. oh yea. cine at 1pm. rite rite? yea. 1pm. at tt time i arrived first la. then jac 2nd. sijing came after that. then jerrine. we all arrived at abt the same time i tink? first off. lunch.

it was really weird. cos we were all really fussy eaters tt day. for instance, i dint want subway nor yoshinoya. sijing wanted subway or yoshinoya and no kfc. jac dint want pastamania. and jerrine err. i forgot again. hmms. but i do rmb tt she suggested the jap restaurant at the basement. which we later decided against. so our lunch was foodcourt.

AND FAMOUS AMOS!!! haha.

later we went to burger king for a drink. actually. only i had the drink. then at ard 2plus guess wad. i received an sms from jason. "wad time? :p" i was like. rolling ard on the floor in laughter la. cos the previous nite i sent him an sms "yo! tmr we're having a little outing to watch fd3. wanna come?" haha.. so yea. imagine that. i was laughing until crazy lor. anw he rushed down to catch the movie with us. he arrived at ard 3.55. just in time.

we watched the 4.05pm show of fd3. oh man. it was damn freaky. even i got freaked. haha. sijing and jerrine looked like they wanted to kill jac after the show x)

after tt we went to marina sq. wanted to bowl, but it was too ex. then pool was out cos sijing and jac were in sch u. so i played one game of drummania v2 and we went for dinner.

at pizza hut! haha. these ppl are really rich. =x the most memorable part abt dinner was the part when sijing cracked a lame joke and only i started laughing. jerrine gave a chuckle and jason just smiled. then jaclyn just said 'that wasn even funny.' then the laugh mania started.. the whole table burst into laughter (i laughed even harder) and i tink. it dint stop until abt 15 mins later? imagine 15 mins non-stop laughing. and our table was sorta segregated from the rest of the tables so we were in full vision of everyone else. i can imagine tt they were all staring at the 5 of us.. haha.

yea. after that. i went on a futile hunt for accessories. for me. then yea. we went back.

actually rite. this account is quite incomplete. i left out alot of details tt i knowwww that if sijing read. she would kill me. hehe.

like that one with the sticker on her back.. and her little volcano on her plate in the foodcourt.. then jac's lame comments in burger king and on the way to marina square.. hehe. i'll ask someone else to write on it x)

xoxo;
11:48 pm

heyossssss!!!! i'm homeeee!! x))

the weather at desaru was damn hot la. i could haf died. seriously. haha.. i rmb tt when i was ramming one of the balls into the wall court. after 4 hits rite. as in 4 whacks of me approaching the net. so i was going up very fast la. so anw. after 4 hits i picked up the ball and i saw water sizzling on it. wtf.. haha.. when i touched the wet part it was like. woah. =x yea. ground was hard and baked because of 3 days of sunning and no clouds. oh yea. on my way there there was also a bushfire on the left side of the road. small one, but it was damn cool. after we went past it the whole bus smelt like it was on fire.. haha. we took a damn screwed bus there. aircon was damn hot. it was cooler outside than inside. and tt is someting to be proud of. outside was freaking warm. inside was worse. haha..

anw the trip was a cca camp. so we played 3 matches. 2 against the sports sch and 1 against the hotel staff. the sports sch ppl were like. national tops. so no chance la. haha.. but the staff ah. they cldn really play that well. but i still lost cos of a stupid headache.

oh yea. did i mention tt we were staying in the pulai resort hotel desaru? search tt up on google for pics. anw. the place was like. omg DAMN nice. best campsite i've ever been to x) the room was like. paradise. the aircon was so damn cold and all that stuff la. then the warm shower.. wAHHHHHH!! haha.. honestly. it was nicer than my home. =x

yea. so abt my headache on the 2nd day.. it was like. morning go out in the sun and bake then afternoon go back into the room and freeze.. expansion and contraction = headache. haha! yea. it was a baaaad headache.

change topic ah. haha.. keep on talking abt bad weather..

yaknow. tennis team's ip1 and ip2 ppl ah. haha. i jus cant imagine tt they are their ages. i mean. the ip1 girl is crazy. the ip2 kids are damn hyper. they really behave like little kids la! haha.. one of them is damn hyper and jumps on beds and is a crazy soccer player. she also doesn care abt how messy her hair is. age : 15. another laughs like as if shes crying and well. in general behaves like a 6 yr old. but shes fun la. haha. age : 16. the last one is always playing ard with the girls like they're his baby sisters. and he also loves to suan our teacher. and his commentary while videoing our matches was like. haha. damn freaking funny. age : 16. haha.. i guess the o levels really makes us age faster =
oh btw. i dint get souvenirs.. we had like. 15 mins to shop and no ideas on wad to buy. unfamiliar with the shopping mall too. so yea. din get anything =x but i did smuggle stuff in.. haha. alex and i are partners in crime. literally x)

anw. forget the trip. haha. its abt my blog this time.. thx for the comments x) i shall try to make the words darker.. anw i dunno of any way to stop the music halfway thru ur visit at my blog yet.. so yea.. just endure it for now. if not u cld also turn down ur volume for now =x really sry ah. i'm trying to find a way to stop teh music halfway.

okay. my fingers pain le. i tink ur eyes also pain liao.. haha. seeya whenever!

i'm an 06s14-er.

xoxo;
7:40 pm

okay peeps. i'm going le!

seeya whenever!

-sayonara solitaire-

xoxo;
7:51 am

amazing how a person can just change in 3 days in a drastically diff environment.. its mad la.

juniors beat seniors!! haha.. tennis today was kewl. haha.. me and an ip2 guy beat our vice captains 9-6.. haha. kewl x)

anw, highlight of the day wasn the tennis. it was our outing.., haha. saw some familiar faces.. hrms. i'm acting as tho i haven seen them in yrs lidat.. haha. anw yea. got to meet jac jerrine and alex today. we started out at kap as usual. there we were in a huge grp. like maybe abt 8 or 9 ppls. later we moved to far east (which was after my tennis) and had dinner at subway. and ljs. hrms. then there we chatted.. and chatted.. until wanted to slp.. haha. then went to walk ard orchard. then it was us 4 again. same clique. same people, same time, same place. haha.. really brings back memories. same everything except sch. =
anw, it was a fun day x) last day of term 1. next term = mugging starts. for everyone else, tt is. i wun start until j2.. haha!!! =PpPp

i shd join acjc? nah. who cares abt qian bian dao face. i'm an njcian x)

xoxo;
10:55 pm

omg.. finally.. the skin is complete. never did a skin in which i took so much more time doing the coding than the pic. pic took me 10 mins. coding took me prolly 2 hrs. crazy sia.

cos of some stupid stuff tt i overlooked.. like an over-long links list. and the embedded soundtrack as well. anw i haven got the chance to try the music yet. so any. the tingy looks quite okay for now..

give comments? if u cant read my skin.. haha. just tell meh.

xoxo;
11:13 pm

it ended today.

thank you, michelle, for all the experiences.

and sorry, for putting u through all that those last two days.

this was written on june the 18th. i'm putting this behind me now.

xoxo;
8:00 pm

I'M BAC IN NJ!!! haha.. no more boring ajc stuffs x)))))

for memories.
call came at ard 1050 during my ki test.

x)

xoxo;
11:01 pm

I LOVE MY PARENTS!!!

haha.. no sarcasm. i dunno how any parents can ever be better than mine. x)

i dunno.. its just the way they talk or smt.. but it just makes me feel like that =D

my parents rawk. they rawk.

MY PARENTS RAWK!!!! =x

edit: ppl haf been asking me..
but no i'm not in yet. this is just a very happy-ish post. =)

xoxo;
9:34 pm

today was our last class outing as 06s21.. from tomorrow on its gonna be acjc, ajc, hcjc, rjc, tjc and njc. we're going our own ways. and most of us dont wanna.

i dont care what others say. i'm gonna fight my fate until i drop breathless. when aj looks at me with contempt in their eyes and tells me that i haf nowhere else to go. and that i shd give up my fate. until then, i wont give up. heh. even then i mite not wanna be in aj.

i jus heard that today they've alr called some ppl to tell them that their appeals haf been denied. and i dint get called! so like. i still haf some hope left. maybe theres a light down here in the darkness. maybe if i just pray hard enough..

i dont believe that someone's controlling my life. my destiny is mine to shape. that means. if i want something bad enough.. i'll fight for it. and its gonna be mine. yeah. i'll be back in njc.. aj ain't my home. i've grown so attached to nj in the past 2 months that i'm not gonna give it up so easily.

yea. u got it. i'm gonna defy the rules. u guys will see me back in nj tomorrow for cca. muarhar.

anyone want drinks? meet me at the canteen at 7.45 pm and i'll scam the machine for u =)

xoxo;
9:41 pm

looks like i'm finally in the mood to write smt..

first off. DAMNIT. i got posted to anderson. secondary. screw it la. why dint i work harder for my o's. now i haf to depend on ms chue to get me back in.. argh. i hate this feeling of being at the mercy of others.. nt to mention tt i'm gonna lose sight of my s21 friends. and my dance friends. and my tennis friends. and my chemistry class, physics class, maths class, chinese class, KI class friends.

and my s21 friends.

damnit la. i'm alr missing all my classmates lor. first ting wake up i think 'monday is coming and i wun get to see them' wtf? argh.

just do away with the damn pae la. give us 3 months holiday and spare our hearts from these stupid emotions.. i'm not ready to go thru separation 2 times in a short span of time. i'm gonna get white hair soon.

i want my s21 back.. i wanna turn back time to wk 2 during the orientation. our breakfast party, then the lunch we had with that food. then our first outing to kap on the wednesday.. then on thursday our outing to fish & co. the first class outing that i skipped. when u all went to westmall and i went for my own drum lesson.. damnit i'm regretting now. the time we went to kap on tuesday when pw hasn started yet.. 3 periods of kap-ing and crapping there.. then our first trip to ps.. tho only a small grp of us went. the way all of us were so enthu abt the drum machine and the bishi bashi and the para.. the way we ponned lessons that day just to go out and haf fun.. and then yesterday. our outing to ps once more to celebrate jaclyn's bdae.

'memories are nice, but tts all that they are.' but what if i can realise this memory? what if its possible to make this memory.. no longer a memory?

i'm gonna fight my fate.

xoxo;
7:40 pm

hasnt been a gd day for me..

i need a miracle.

a big one.

xoxo;
11:46 pm

a level results out today.. wonder how everyone did x) oh yeah. they werent kidding when they said the top student had 9 distinctions. siaoz. tts like. the no of o level subs i was taking la. zzz. slap that amos guy la.

anw i heard that the posting results were momentarily leaked when the moe ppl were uploading the a level results statistics.. so some ppl alr know where they gonna go. i missed that part. bleh.

i guess tts all for today? i'm gonna sin tomorrow =\

xoxo;
8:34 pm