i forgot to post this.. haha

i came up with this during today's chinese lesson. i like it. so i'm gonna immortalise it here. x)

'u dont fight one person and hope to beat the world. u fight the world, then hope to beat one person'

i hope its not been unintentionally plagiarised. haha
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its all over!!!

...is what people haf been saying over the past two days. bleargh. i still gotta go to sch and get that last listening oompre done. i shant comment about today's paper. cos when i read the compo questions, i cldn understand two and i cldn do one cos it was a chinese expo. i had no choice. -.-;

then i went to serene to play some magic. apparently tt was the location of fnm. haha. so rong'en and i decided to sign up. then there was this rule we werent aware of - no dci number = cannot play. so yeah. we had to not play. i watched the draft tho. its pretty cool. it appears as tho the players know the cards by heart. so yeah. when i draft next time i tink ill be like pretty slow.

i'm getting my dci number next saturday!!! that day also happens to be the prerelease event for coldsnap (or maybe the other way around) which is like smt i'm REALLY looking forward to. hahaha. i want the prerelease foil!! and i get to get my hands on 6 booster packs of coldsnap. and most prolly more. coolios. x))

i'm waiting for teh prerelease x))

anw, i find smt quite ironic. if u dont talk to others until they talk to u, then ur antisocial. if others talk to u before u talk to them, then they're irritating. its abit hard to strike a balance between the two.

just a thought. haha

xoxo;
4:44 pm

hm. this is frm cheryl's blog. its prolly a better time to do now.

three names you go by:
-shaun
-i'll let u find out the rest. ask my s21 and 4-8 buddies and u'll know tt i go by alot of names. haha
-

three parts of your heritage:
-singapore
-malaysia
-i'm nt sure where my maternal grandmother came frm. i tink guangdong. hm.

three things that scare you:
- removing a needle frm inside me. i go all nauseous and stuff. putting the needle in isn so bad tho. weird huh.
- my dreams. as in 'at-night-when-u-sleep' dreams. but they're not nightmares.
- that one day i may be forsaken by my friends.

three of your everyday essentials:
- my computer!
- my hp!
- my favourite songs!

three things you're wearing now:
- t-shirt
- shorts
- contact lens.

three of your favourite songs at the moment:
- OLIVIA - a little pain
- unknown - wind crest ~the three trails~
- otsuka ai - cherish
- and theres alot more. haha

three things you want in a relationship (other than love):
- trust
- freedom
- spontaneity
..and the list continues..

three things about the opposite sex that appeal to you:- doncha think they're just weird? LOL
- they're totally unpredictable
...and the list continues...

three of your favourite hobbies:
- playing final fantasy. HOOHAH! haha
- playing on my computer! (argh my graphics card giving me problems. -.-;)
- TENNIS!!! MUARHARH! =DD
- u dont know how many hobbies i haf. hahaha

three things you want really badly now:
- to sleep some more
- for the stupid chinese exam to make like the wind and blow away
- for my eye to recover fully so i can play tennis properly. =- and MANY more things. including getting my graphics card fixed. bleh. haha

three places you want to go on vacation:
- japan! somewhere in the urban area. like tokyo maybe?
- anywhere with a cool climate (no pun intended)
- did i say japan?

three things you want to do before you die:
- be successful (i'll leave the reader to interpret this)
- that's just about it. haha

people i would like to see take this quiz:
my old friends!!! s21 and 4-8 ppl when/where u read this u know u've been tagged. but theres so many of u i wont bother to inform anyone. hahaha

xoxo;
10:58 am

its all over!!

yeps. tts wad most other wld be saying right about.. 4.5 hrs ago. haha. and here i am stuck with chinese. whoever is gonna suan me with hcl shall DIE!. =x

wont comment on physics except to say tt its prolly just as demoralising as the other papers. which is quite a lot to say. i've alr lost 20 marks. and someone whose physics is supposedly not as gd as mine lost 7. blah. h3 wasnt so bad. i cld do the relativity qns. then the photonics.. erms. hahaha. nth to say =)

tmr dunnid go to sch!!!! x))

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4:32 pm

chem and maths are both seriously screwed.

i'm like thinking tt if i pass either i'm damn happy le. dunnid take h3 for anything le la.. haha. cant even handle thiss stuff.. i dunno how i'll handle the h3 stuff. i'm not gonna talk abt the qns or anyth. its seriously too screwed. except for some ppl la. lose 7 marks in maths only. blah. -.-;

anw, on a brighter note, i added music to my blog again! haha. this song wont really fit the theme of my blog cos its more sad than goth or whatnot. so it doesnt really fit, but theres abiiiiiiit of relation ba. tts about it. so rite. dont be alarmed if u hear stuff. rather, u shd be alarmed if u dun hear anything. haha

this is a song tt has the potential to kick me back into the emo days of early last year and late last year. i need be careful with it. haha

tmr is physics. i wonder if i shd bother with the h3 test. =\

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6:06 pm

i'm so gonna scream.

h3 phy and h3 chem stuff is rotting my brain.

i dunno how i'm gonna get into either. since i'm competing with geniuses like renuka, or rong'en, or abul, or ritwik, or... *list continues*

i'm dead. not just for the h3s. =)

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9:02 pm

ki paper today!!

the qns were more direct than i expected.. but yeah. still hard. and still gotta write alot. i wrote 2.5 pages. which is like alot by my standards le. then i looked at the other papers. its like everyone wrote on average 4.5 pages. i'm so gonna fail la. they write so much more and fail their sample essay. i write abit and err. just finish. one girl even best. she submitted her work 20 mins earlier. and it was 4 pieces of paper including qn paper. means at least 4.5 pages also. ARGH. haha. i needa increase my writing speed. which means compromise on handwriting le. bleah.

hopefully i get at least a d7. i wanna take one h3.. haha.

so like. ytd i experienced a very familiar feeling at night just as i fell asleep. its the feeling of 'mama i dont wanna go to school tomorrow'. LOL. but i'm serious. i dint wanna go to slp cos i din wanna go to sch.

but then.. this morning when i reached sch, i was greeted by stanley's lame jokes, yida's super cold jokes and hongkong accent, choonboon's carelessness, rong'en's company, eileen's hyperactive 'hello!', yanqin's more-than-hyperactive 'morning!', cheryl's apparently non-existant tail (which i thought had no change anw), alex's lame non-jokes (its an invasion!! evade the teachers!!) and blur reactions (ipkiB please raise your hands - *raises up*), haikal's lame comments (i kinda expected him to do that anyway xP) and benzie's return from the one month retreat.

whoever said njc is a boring sch of muggers is only half correct.

hahaha x)

xoxo;
11:14 am

hols are ending.. =
and tests are coming!! argh. i'll fail maths for sure. haha. ytd looked thru the revision set. 15 mins later i gave up. =) so tt means tt i have given up studying for maths. i dint touch chem nor ki nor chinese. and i dont intend to touch them. not now, not ever. haha. so maybe i'll fail everything but physics. cos i actually did its homework. hahaha..

i guess tts all i hafta say for now. gd luck for common tests everyone! =)

"please let no bursts of conserved energy, sharp-edged metal or evil hamsters of doom rain upon me tomorrow"

xoxo;
9:28 am

niceth songeth. x)

Linkin Park - In The End
*extract*

It starts with one thing
I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter


so like. shaun's gonna study..
..夢かい!! xPP

xoxo;
12:10 pm

went out with xuxu and tom today!!

i realised tt my old friends tend to haf good timing (unlike someone i know now.. hahaha) for example, on msn michelle wld open the window just when i came back frm outside or just when i decide to look at my comp. and today, xuhau came late. but still he had gd timing. i waited for him then he called. he asked me to go on ahead without him and find tommy first. so ahead i went. just when i descended onto the platform, the mrt arrived. hahaha.. so yea. like i said. my old frens haf gd timing. x)

anw, is a ravnica display box really so hard to find?! i checked comics mart cineleisure and raffle's city, and world of jj bishan and braddell. all out of stock -.-;; *kills*

it just hit me tt i'm gonna sit for my common tests in like. a few days. and i'm nt prepared!!! arg. i've only done physics. ki, maths, chem and chinese not touched. argh. chinese. BLEAHHH. i hate chinese. and maths. -.-;; chemistry still can. ki err. if benzie wld mia abit less it wld help like ALOT. haha

so maybe tmr i'll do maths. i duno. lols. i really dun feel like studying.. blahhhhh.

xoxo;
6:51 pm

event of the day.
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x and b are having dinner.

x: 'hey! its much crispier than before!'
b: 'huh..?'
x: 'the uh. chicken!'
*b gives x a blank stare with a hint of a grin*
x: 'er. what is it..?' *look of terror in his eyes*

moral of the story - always find out wad ur eating before u eat it. x)

xoxo;
8:33 pm

playing chaos is like uber funness la. hahaha

today was like cousin guys' day out to play magic with strangers. haha. was damn freaking fun la. those ppl there are like super funny lor. esp that pair of guys.. they keep suanning each other la. then watch them suan also damn funny.

a - 'eh wait. no mana. okay nevermind.'
b - 'i told u he play magic is come out to cheat ppl de.'

haha. super funny. then the chaos match we played like one and a half hrs and no winner.. ppl just keep gaining and losing life.. then the putrefy and mortify keep flying over the table.. hahaha. full of response moves la. i never played like tt before.

but they're also damn gd.. my deck still cant fight theirs. cos i cldn get my white mana out fast enuff. if i had mortify i'm sure i cld whack tt guy.. haha. gay singularity/ hunted horror combo. haha. but i dun tink theres a ned to change my deck much. its gd x) just nt for chaos. haha. they really hate dovescape and phytohydra =x

ah. fun day out. and one of the guys there said tt i cldn haf done my dyed hair myself! imply - its gd. x)) i like it too. haha

funness =DD

oh btw. gd luck to u in chasing her. hahaha. when u read this u will know who u are x))

xoxo;
8:10 pm

quote of the day:

a - evil people take revenge
b - eviller people do damage without provocation
a - evillest people take revenge on eviller people!

trivia - b took revenge on a a few minutes ago.

hahaha. madness. =x

xoxo;
9:03 pm

is it a saturday, sunday or monday? o.o;

okay. its a sunday.

i've like totally lost track of time.. haha. ytd my parents left town. the whole house then belonged to me!!! haha. oh. and my younger bro too. =x but i havent gotten to turning the house upside down yet. no opportunity. =\ but my room was a mess. until i cleaned it up alittle. blarg. haha.

one last wk before sch starts. i wonder if i shd enjoy or chiong work. haha. so far i've only done physics. nothing else. so like. yeah. =x

self-psychoing in progress--

xoxo;
12:35 pm

fathers' day is coming!!

haha. i'm gonna mess with my dad this fathers' day. not the 98.7 style tho. i'm gonna do it my way. hah. =D i'll wrap up his gift in millions of layers of newpaper until its huge, then put it into a large cardboard box and wrap that up in brown paper then give it to him. haha. its gonna be so damn fun. but tonite my brother and i are gonna die. but who cares. we gonna haf fun anw x))

but my dad wun be here this sunday. in fact, only my 2nd bro and i will be at home frm saturday onwards. the rest of my family is gonna go to bangkok. the two of us chose not to go. cos we dun wanna go shopping. esp with my mum. hahaha =x anw singapore has the gss now. we cld always shop at home x))

I NEED CLOTHES!! arg. haha.

so then i guess tt next wk is study wk. hmph. maths va is hard like madness. formulae all over teh place. but then again. can copy and past frm wikipedia and all sorts of other places. haha. jstor has the entire proof to the double bubble tingy also. so if we can get a comp frm NUS library we win le =D for one category at least. still gotta give other crap. blarg.

then still got teh ki ting. and omg.

PROJECT WORK!!!!

*kills* i hate pw. argh.

i'm gonna mess with my dad.. lalala. haha x)

xoxo;
6:59 pm

went out again. haha. finally x))

and its once again.. to study!! haha. but nah. i din manage to do much this time. 2 hrs and only completed like 2 worksheets i tink. but wad happened after was fantastic. haha

we went to raffles city and we stumbled upon a shop. one with magic the gathering dealers in it. omgzzz. haha. for the first time in like 3 yrs i spent money on mtg.

if i get hooked again who's gonna save me? haha.

**save means play with me until i get bored. =)

xoxo;
12:29 am

*insert colourful juicy expletives*!!!!!

i cant play my tennis anymore. argh. no left eye = no depth perception = every shot becomes a chance shot. its like i'm taking a gamble with every hit. to make tings worse i hit fast balls better. i cant see the slower ones. so how? i just die lor.

quotable quotes:

"a - i spy with my little eye something brown wearing a cap.
b - that wouldn't be a mushroom cap, would it?"

"the small tank is not a big one"

xoxo;
10:14 pm

morning study was a success!!

note tt i said study. not mug hor. shaun is not a mugger. he doesnt even study. but ahha! today was different. lols. but man. the place was spicy early in the morning. like REALLY spicy. at least it cooled down later on.

i finished more than i wanted to x))

so like. i tink nj isn the mugger sch they always say it is. its less mug than rj at least. last yr when i went to rj on 15th june (similar time. was a wednesday) all their benches and stuffs were occupied. its madness la. but today like. there was i dunno. maybe only abt 5 or 6 ppl at oasis and another 10 at the canteen. everyone mus be out playing.. haha.

which reminds me. I WANNA GO OUT AND PLAY!!! argh.

xoxo;
12:01 pm

its the 11th today.. which means..

yltc is over! haha. but who cares abt that. cos 11th also means another thing..

MY CONTRACT IS OVERR!!!! hahahahahaha

its finally over. x)) dunnid entertain ppl le. muarharharharhs.

=x

xoxo;
7:38 pm

i jus realised tt my blogging is like abt once in a *insert long span of time* now. haha

i was reading my blog's history (my blog has like 430 posts.. haha) a few days back.. then i read back into december and january. super emo days.. haha. then i thought back of you. good old days, they were. haha. it was filled with all sorts of experiences.. made me know who i really am. june 8th was the 3rd month. i'm wondering now. i needa stop living in 3 months ago. =x

and about time too. cos i tink my self-psycho is failing. shd i reinforce the psycho-ness?

xoxo;
7:15 pm

i witnessed smt special today. haha

discus laying eggs!! x)) i went to an aquarium just now and i saw a discus mommy laying eggs and the discus daddy protecting her. haha. super cute la =x

anw. i finally finished relativity.. haha. one chapter got like dunno. 12 formular and mostly no link de. then some values increase and others decrease as v -> c. i wanna cry la. haha. its like madness hard. now still gotta do stupid photonics and i dun understand the lorentz transformation. die.

and i havent done my mainstream stuff homework also. *screams* got physics. maths. chemistry. oh yeah. i din do the online chem quiz. *dies a second time*

oh. and to my entertainee - i dunch tink i can fulfill the contract today. again. heh ^^; u can pay me one day less. =)

haha. i seem so busy. =x but in actual fact.. well. slping at 5am 3 days straight is cool. x) anyone wanna pei me until then? haha. cos i tink i can slp at 5 again today. =DD

xoxo;
8:55 pm

argh. i hate coffee. no. actually just the caffeine.

i never really hated coffee until ytd actually. tts cos until ytd, coffee had always failed to keep me awake. but tts okay. cos i can sleep at least. but these two nites. blarg. it keeps me going for like 7 hours. so i take the coffee at 10 and i cant slp until like 5am. FIVE@!! and the next morning(tts ytd) i wake at 8. so i only had err. i dunno. *udothemath* hours to sleep. then how? at nite i wanna stay awake. so i take some more coffee. at like 9. then when i wanna sleep at like 1230. i end up lying on my bed until like 3 plus.

DIE CAFFEINE DIE!

xoxo;
8:17 pm

ombageebus. sleep at 5 and wake at 8.

guess wad that means? its time to sleep early tonitehinthint! =D

xoxo;
5:12 pm

mahjong the whole crazy-ded day!!! waheehoohooo!!! =x

haha. i'm going crazy. not tt i'm not anw. haha. well, looks like i haf stuff to occupy me with le. dunno who's gonna be free from 7-11 this month. but tt person gonna be pretty bored xP

yes. i haf fallen into the trap of mmorpgs and mahjong once more. my eye feels better also. i lost my eyebeam. (nuts. =\) so i actually went out for dinner. haha. its like the first time in dunno how long tt i left the 10m radius around my room. it felt gd. x)) yes. and stonegrill is good too. haha. so if u haf time, go to www.stonegrill.com, find their address and go and eat there. it be really good. haha. the smoke disturbed my op-ed eye tho. but yeah. you normal people will be fine. haha.

normal ppl. blahh. lols. i'm no longer 100% shaun!! i haf someone else's dna in me. ARGGGG.

hm. randomness. reminds me of certain questions which i wish not to speak of lest i awaken horrorful memories in my brain. piaks. i shall haf my revenge. just u wait!!!! u know who u are. bleahh.

so. now tt my eye is more or less okay.. I NEEDA START STUDYING!!! omg i never thot i'd ever say that. haha. but i guess some tings hafta be done. =\ hmph.

entertainment. haha xP

PS. YES i am blogging at 130am. hahaha x)

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1:38 am

omg its so boring at home..

i've been like eating and sleeping. and now tt my eye doesnt hurt so bad i can stay up. but then theres nothing to do. blargggg. i mean. its like i cant leave my room. cos if its too bright outside, like how its been ytd and today, my left eye just burns. so i'm stuck in my room. and i gotta live like a bat. sleep in the day, come out at nite. blehh.

someone recommend some nice mmorpg to me! not anyth tt i've played tho. like ragnarok, maple, survival proj, darkages, nexus tk, gunbound, pangya, oz.. etc. haha. theres more. but yeah, i shant bore you.

SAVE MEEE!!! =x

xoxo;
4:00 pm