i think i should give up and move on.

cos in the end, i'm just as untrustworthy as any other bloke on the street.

just a potential rapist, like all the others.

conservativeness sucks.

xoxo;
12:34 am

some people are fucking assholes.

nuff said.

xoxo;
11:09 pm

notice how our songs seem to be passing messages?

man overboard - so sorry, its over.
the great escape - obvious.
black or white - nope, not grey.
thnks fr th mmrs - even though they werent so great.

interesting. ;D


yanqin wants to pin my hair up. -.-;

xoxo;
11:50 pm

some parents are so irritating. ARGH.



so fucking irritating that i'd feel like killing them.

xoxo;
12:23 am

the more i talk about it,
the worse it seems to get.

this kind of problems are the kind that ought to be shoved into the back closet and locked up there. but i cant help it.

i dont get why you shower me with praises
i think others are more deserving.



random emo post.
i'm actually fine. xP

xoxo;
10:45 pm

cocktails are damn expensive!! ahhhh ><











guess which one i had. (:

xoxo;
10:49 am

man overboard
the great escape
black or white
thnks fr th mmrs.

(:

xoxo;
11:58 pm

this is not the holiday i imagined

nor was promised me.

xoxo;
10:35 pm

my favourite cure for insomnia: stay up real late to play. x)

(onee chan you shd ask the webby to add this to their list ;D)

P.S. I LOVE MY PROM CLOTHES!!!!!!!!!! <33333333333333333

P.P.S shaun will be bored at home next monday because xuxu became not free. can someone ask him out? kplzthx. x)

xoxo;
10:42 am

INSOMNIA STRIKES!!! ><




shaun's wishlist for post-A's:

- blazer jacket
- shirt to match the jacket
- that black tie from 77th street
- more accessories!! (MORE)
- new pair of shoes
- new bag
- my hi-hat!!
- new pair of jeans
- make that 2 new pairs of shoes
- and 2 new bags
- highlighted hair + nice haircut from my beloved barber (no sarcasm)
- dentist!!
- SHOPPING
- more new casual clothes!!!
- JAPAN TRIP
- MORE OUTINGS!!
- you (you know who) (haikal, alex, aaron and rong'en please dont respond to this)
- to be able to sleep better. x.x


INSOMNIA STRIKES.

xoxo;
12:20 am

hmm? what's this feeling? its something i've never felt before.. but its something like. having many things to blog and not knowing what to start with. since they all gotta be in different entries. haha.

anw. last paper. =)

but according to the law of conservation of goodness, which states that when one good thing happens, one or a few bad things of equal value of goodness will occur, some bad things are happening to me. T.T

1. i feel slower (mentally). like. my brain has decided to stop working. so if people, i suddenly stop and give you a blank look, you know that my brain has decided to take a short (or not) break. T.T

2. INSOMNIA. cant get to sleep. T.T

then after waking up, i feel so tired. -.-;

can i just die?

xoxo;
10:07 pm

my name is not eloise!!

xoxo;
5:23 pm

omnislash time. ;D

(refer to aaron's blog for the obscure reference)

xoxo;
5:34 pm

the second (shorter) lap is here.

jiayou everyone. we'll be partying real soon. x)

xoxo;
9:30 am

major national exam = stress = acne outbreak.

._.

xoxo;
9:46 pm

Boys Like Girls -- Broken Man


want to scream, until no sound comes out and you've learned your lesson
I want to swallow these pills to get to sleep
So I don't have to make a bad impression

I need to start to be myself
Cause I'm sick of everybody else

I won't let you bring me down
It's here and now I'm breaking out
I will learn to love again
But I will stand a broken man

I wanna run, but only far enough to make you miss me
I wanna take back all the shit that I have done
But I guess you were better off without me

I need to start to be myself
Cause I'm sick of everybody else

I won't let you bring me down
It's here and now, I'm breaking out
I will learn to love again
But I will stand a broken man

I took one big step and I looked away
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late
You never got your story straight
I'm always up late
I think I'm everything you hate

I took one big step and I looked away
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late
You never got your story straight
I'm always up late
I think I'm everything you hate

I took one big step and I looked away
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late
You never got your story straight
I'm always up late
I think I'm everything you hate

I won't let you bring me down
It's here and now, I'm breaking out
I will learn to love again
But I will stand a broken man

(I took one big step and I looked away, and I thought of all the things that I wanted to say)
I won't let you bring me down
(I'm always too late, you never got your story straight, I'm always up late, I think I'm everything you hate)
It's here and now I'm breaking out
(I took one big step and I looked away, and I thought of all the things that I wanted to say)
I will learn to love again
(I'm always too late, you never got your story straight)
But I will stand a broken man

xoxo;
10:31 am

this post is looongggg overdue. like since two saturdays ago. and someone's been bugging me for it. haha

but yeah. back those two saturdays ago i went for dinner at raffles hotel. *zomg* twas awesome. and took lots of damn stupid photos. will post those later.

anyway, the food was damn awesome. like WOW. heh. but the cheese was quite an experience. we took 6 kinds of cheese. it was mostly quite hard but they all looked different. one looked like butter, another seemed like yoghurt, and yeah. but they were hard as anything. they were mostly quite bearable. but the last one was URRRRGH. hahaha. it looked like erm. imagine porridge without the rice lumps and hardened, and abit opaque. yeap. and it had this smell. when i put it into my mouth...

i wanted to die.

really. hahahaha it was that bad. the pungent taste went everywhere. felt like spitting it out lah. but well i was like in a high class restaurant. and my whole family was laughing at me and my bro, who also took it. so yea. swallowed it asap. hahaha

okay lah. now for the pics. since they're so huge, i wont post them here. i'll give links, let you guys view. must see k. cos my idiot brothers looked idiots in at least half the pics. hahaha.

my bros and me:
1
2
3
4
5

my parents:
1

i'll never eat blue cheese or some weird cheese with a french name again. *shudders*

xoxo;
5:19 pm

i havent blogged in awhile. hahaha. exam period like nothing to blog. *sigh*

anyhow, the first crazy sprint of 6 papers is over! one week to go before the next two papers. and another week to go after that before the A's are finally over x)

but i think i'm already starting to party. i guess i'll relax tmr then start on physics after that. ahhhhh ><

physics. the bane of my existance. i seem to do very well in it usually. but now for some reason i cant seem to get the answers correct while practising. o, such tragedy. if i dont get an A for physics this time round ah.. i dunno what to say le. p3 was alright. i hope p2 and p1 go well.

as alvin leong once said, 'this is the time to think of your holiday plans!'

i shall do so. ;D

xoxo;
8:28 pm