"who do you think will win this year's uefa euros?"



"i think china will win.

...because they have yao ming."

xoxo;
7:45 pm

the saddest thing is when someone else confirms your fears for you, knowing it is a fear, but not bothering nor wanting to do anything about it.


Time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had


emo songs rock.

xoxo;
9:03 pm

face it, looks do matter to us guys.

xoxo;
11:31 pm

friday's a lousy working day. they should officially abolish its status of 'last working day of the week' and turn it into the start of the weekend. ;D

xoxo;
3:43 pm

and its time for the mask again.

sadness is now taboo and must never ever be worn on the face or on the heart. or the heart on the shoulders. if i keep all the shit in me, one day my stomach will explode. but before my stomach explodes everything will be nice and clean on the outside right? i guess this momentary period of cleanliness is worth much more than my health in the long run.

but well, a decision is a decision. and since its been decided this way, what can i do right? since the government decides to hack the tree again, one more swing of the axe it is. one day its gonna collapse. but who cares, right? the one hacking can see the spoilage, but one standing on the other side only sees the tree wobbling. the tree's gonna come down soon, but its not gonna come down on me if i just step aside.

i love metaphors and all these shit literary devices. they get my message across so subtly yet.. ohh. this part i cannot say. but its nice. ;D

xoxo;
10:17 pm

i've been doing some looking around, and i realised that this blog once used to be like a event chronology of sorts. like always saying what i did today, yesterday, or tomorrow. haha. yeah. now its become more like a how-i-feel kinda thing.

it makes me sound like a whiny bitch sometimes lah. especially the blog posts for like. the past month and a half or so. but i guess this is better than before. what-i-did kinda seems less important that what-i-feel most of the time. especially what-i-feel towards what-you-did. hahaha. ;D

and now, i miss the feeling of having someone with which i can talk about and enjoy anything under the sun. i guess that's long gone now.

xoxo;
9:45 pm

two posts in 2 hours! heh.

i stole this from huijuin's blog. it seemed interesting, so i stole it. muahahah. please dont kill me! ><

From QuizFarm.com
WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?

You scored as a PoliticalScience/Philosophy

You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Political Science, Philosophy, or related majors (e.g., Criminal Justice, Economics, Geography, History, International Business, Journalism, Sociology, Urban Studies, Women's Studies). It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it. Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Psychology, Sociology, Business Management, French, German, Spanish, Chinese, and Arabic are all great minors for PoliSci majors. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.

PoliticalScience/Philosophy 75% English/Journalism/Comm 75% Biology/Chemistry/Geology 69% Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health 69% HR/BusinessManagement 69% French/Spanish/OtherLanguage 63% Accounting/Finance/Marketing 56% Education/Counseling 56% Visual&PerformingArts 50% Physics/Engineering/Computer 50% Psychology/Sociology 44% Mathematics/Statistics 25% Religion/Theology 25% History/Anthropology/LiberalArts 13%

xoxo;
8:10 pm

i was reading maxim erotica today and i was like. man. if this had happened to me. hahaha

its quite interesting. the scenes werent explicit. they just tell you that they did it, no details. but what happened before is usually interesting. like how this woman went to great lengths to dress up to meet her husband-to-be, only to find out that he's married with a kid and a pregnant wife. or that lawyer-cum-drama actor that really turned the heat up with her bartender. who later got fired. hahaha damn funny

i guess the writers did a good job. ;D


P.S. the other guys are back off in their new units now. they're like all in sispec lah. so its stay-in for them again. my msn contacts list looks so empty!! my usual chatmates are all gone again. bleh. its like now i gotta make friends with the girls, but i wasnt very close to any of them in the first place. see what happens when you get a girlfriend? hahaha =x

xoxo;
7:42 pm

i stole this from hejin's blog.
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Expectations can only bring disappointment. The irony is that these expectations were not set by me, but by someone else. Do you now understand why I have such a deep distrust of people's promises; of people in general?

People may mean what they say with genuine goodness. But somehow, something always falls short along the way. And what can I do about it? Expect to be disappointed? Nah. Too negative for me. Instead. I will NOT expect to be satisfied, if the converse of disappointment is satisfaction. It is two quite different things. Hah. Whatever that means.

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couldnt have said it better myself.

xoxo;
10:36 am

i fucking hate it when parents interfere in our affairs.

xoxo;
11:35 pm

confucius says

secretary not permanent office fixture until screwed on table.

man who smoke pot choke on handle

spider web like passionate kiss. soon lead to undoing of fly

man who eat photo of father, soon spitting-image of father.

xoxo;
10:10 pm

yesterday i was talking to my girl, and i realised that being in a relationship is like smoking.

it takes a toll on your health
it takes up alot of time and money
and your stress level doesnt drop very much.


but yeah, she's right.
at least sometimes you get these little moments of happiness.

xoxo;
7:59 pm

i wonder. is it better to be like the one sitting nearer the window on the bus?

you're stuck with the same partner until he/she moves.
you cant do nuts if he/she does annoying things except to nudge him/her
and he/she can just leave if he/she feels like it
but you can stay in the same style forever (until you alight).

or maybe its better to be like the one sitting nearer the aisle.

you can change partners as and when you like
you can choose to sit with one that doesnt place pressure on your shoulders or make annoying and unwanted noises
but you always have to conform to the style of the one inside.

xoxo;
6:41 pm

This ain't a scene, it's a goddamn arms race
I'm not a shoulder to cry on, but I digress



its so pissing. sometimes being nice just doesnt help. you can be nice to someone, and he/she can just treat you right back like shit. so tell me. why the fuck should i continue to be nice? what's the point of being a flower on the path just waiting to be stepped on?

i'm just gonna give up being nice.


and we're liars, but we're the best.

xoxo;
10:35 am

smile big for everyone
even if you know what they've done.



i cant stand happy love songs anymore.
bring me my emo songs.

xoxo;
5:58 pm

good luck for tomorrow, all.

pw was a massacre. chinese was shit. but we may yet live to see the sky.



i feel like going out and breaking some hearts.

xoxo;
7:22 pm

dear someone;



please take me to heaven with you.



xoxo;
shaun.


P.S. i want sugar in the form of a thick avocado milkshake.

xoxo;
7:25 pm

Dance, this is the way they'd love
If they knew how
Misery loved me



thank god for friends.
qingxiang, rongen, wanru.
thank you.

xoxo;
7:53 pm

i koped this right back from mr ng yan wei aaron's blog. i think it really hits the nail on the head for me.

but one thing i've learned is that we should not expect too much. to me, expectations only results in disappointment. i know it sounds super negative but ya that's how i think.

how true, how true. its painful to realise that your expectations cannot be met. but in a relationship, its hard not to have expectations. if not they'd just be like ordinary friends. you slowly learn to expect things from your other. but one day, suddenly you'll be hit by the reality

that your expectations are all of a sudden not realistic.

and then all of a sudden having expectations makes no sense at all. because you should only make expectations on people with which you can trust to fulfill them.

because if not, then expectations are just one way tickets to nights spent alone at the bottom of the highway, are they not?

how paradoxical.



pardon me. i'm emo. always have, always will.

xoxo;
6:37 pm

To the love, I left my conscience pressed
Between the pages of the Bible in the drawer
“What did it ever do for me” I say.
It never calls me when I'm down
Love never wanted me
But I took it anyway
Put your ear to the speaker
And choose love or sympathy
But never both
Love never wanted me



XO.

xoxo;
10:43 am