the law of conservation of pimples -- pimples may be created and destroyed and wont change from one form to another. however, the number of pimples one's body will always be constant.

it holds sooooo damn true. not on my face then somewhere else. -.-;;



and i see white hairs. 3 in total now. *sigh*

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9:48 pm

I WANNA BE ANOREXIC

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6:13 am

the weirdest of things happen sometimes. this morning i received a message from the girl saying that she's not feeling well so not going to work. i was asleep, since i'm on leave today, so i read it and put it down. i remember wanting to reply, but i dont remember writing or sending any sms. but when i officially woke, i checked my sent messages. and i kid you not, i saw that i had sent this message --

"jnlhlrighjy.takk e care k bab Ap)p"

yes. even the closed bracket. SLEEPSMSING. freaky. luckily she was so ill that she couldnt freak. but if i think i saw her send me this message one day i'd totally shock and freak out. hahaha.

anyway, i was watching some french open matches, both mens and ladies. and i have this question.

what's the purpose of a tennis skirt? o.O

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5:38 pm

the funeral is all over. there are some things that i just dont really wanna blog about. but if you really really want details, pop on over to theora's blog. she's my cousin.

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i was over at hejin's blog doing some reading again, and she talked about promises again. she said this:

Damn. Never make people make promises. There's nothing good to be gained out of it. Only disappointment from having your hopes dashed, or at the very best, a false, empty, contrived contentment.

it just kinda hits the nail on the head. why i no longer like making promises and i no longer like people making promises to me.

i think hejin's blog is nice to read. some of the entries put into words the feelings that i find so difficult to explain in such a concise way. yet the entries are so pessimistic sometimes that i cant help but think if i'm like that too. its kinda like a drunk person will never admit that he's drunk. on reflection, though, you might realise that what you've been doing is so-and-so. so i've been thinking -- am i really too pessimistic for my own good?

but i'm not gonna go further into that.

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10:21 am

i havent blogged in like a good 2 weeks. and i think everyone's getting sick of seeing the same old law thingy there. so i'm blogging now. haha

but yeah. there's not much to blog about nowadays. its the same old thing every weekday. go to work, come home, play psp, sleep. then weekends are either go out or stay at home and play psp. but notice how psp kinda rules my life now. haha. it kinda keeps me entertained lah.

yes. i'm crapping because i dont know what to blog about!!!!!!

anw anyone else in law? i know only one person in it. me. >< its so sickening to be like. the only person in the faculty that i know lah. i really gotta go there and start life anew. i think after ord (thinking far eh. haha) i'll just enjoy my 6 months before uni by like. working in someplace nice to work at. maybe someplace i can talk to many people. like as customer service or retail or smt.

I DONT WANT TO DO ADMIN ANYMORE.

*cough*. anyhow, dont expect me to do admin after ord. its sickeningly boring and somehow stressful.maybe i can go and be a relief teacher. 60+ bucks a day doesnt sound half bad. in one month that makes it... maybe a thousand in take-home? not too bad.but teaching is also stressful as hell. and i'm not confident of A level stuff but i dont wanna do O level cos the schools near my house are either problematic schools or cat high. which is also problematic. and stressful. ahhhh

but that's 1.5 years more to go. maybe after ord i'll just slack around at home until my butt falls off from sitting too much. or maybe i'll just grab my parents' car and drive around singapore until the mileage counter screams for mercy.

but that's after i get my license. which reminds me. i need to go register for btt. bleh.

okay. i shall do that now. byebye!


edit:

WHY DOES MY INTERNET DIE EVERYTIME I TRY TO SIGNUP!?!

its been three times straight. arghhhh i'm just destined for public transport. -.-;

*tries again*


edit edit:

okay. i succeeded. finally. 15th august 6:45 pm! hope i dont mess up. now where's that book that xuxu gave me.. *searches*

xoxo;
7:20 pm