today must be the Annual Singapore 50Km/h Day.
i swear. i spent half an hr on the road on the way back from plaza singapura, and i think i spent 25% of my time between 50-60, and 50% of it under 50. and why is that? because i was stuck behind slow coaches.each and every single time. it was daaamn liberating when i overtook the pack and finally got to the front.then when i reached the next traffic light, the same shit happened again.
oh, and did i mention that most of the worst drivers i see while driving, i see when coming back from plaza sing? daaamn annoying. stupid woman talking on the phone and going at TWENTY when the road is just a single lane wide. and lousy uncle that cant navigate out of the carpark properly when there's only ONE way down.
yesh, i am an angsty P-plate driver.
its been a month since the last entry, but i guess people say that when you're happy you dont blog much, right? or maybe that was me. *shrugs*
anyhow, the period of the next 3 weeks is gonna be a really tough one for me.
so hard to put a smile on my face when what i really wanna do is to keep it black and just ignore the world around me.
Breaking Benjamin -- Unknown Soldier
Borderline, dead inside.
I don't mind, falling to pieces.
Coming in, violin, let's begin.
Feeding the sickness.
How do I simplify, dislocate, the enemy is on the way.
Show me what it's like to dream in black and white, so I can leave this world tonight.
Full of fear, everclear.
I'll be here, fighting forever.
Curious, venemous, you'll find me climbing to heaven.
Nevermind, turn back time.
You'll be fine, I will get left behind.
Show me what it's like to dream in black and white,
so I can leave this world tonight.
Holding on too tight.
Breathe the breath of life,
so I can leave this world behind.
It only hurts just once.
They're only broken bones.
Hide the hate inside.
Show me what it's like to dream in black and white,
so I can leave this world tonight.
Holding on too tight.
Breathe the breath of life,
so I can leave this world behind.
as much as i say it doesnt matter, i guess it actually does, to me.
i just cant imagine, dont wanna go through whatever it is, if it happens again.
i dont think i can take the same pain twice.
random thoughts from two nights ago.